Now Voyager The Official Newsletter of the Kate Mulgrew Appreciation Society Volume IV Number 2 Editorial Buzz I've never liked saying goodbye, so I'll make this brief. I'm resigning as president of Now Voyager, effective February 15, 1998. By that date, our form seeking tax exemption should be filed with the IRS, so KMAS Inc. will be fully established as a self-sufficient entity. Mary Taylor (who has been our business secretary for the past year) will be taking over, by vote of the board of directors and with the approval of Kate Mulgrew. Along with Joan Testin, who will remain vice president, I will still be working on the newsletter. The biggest consequence of this change will be that the club's address will be moving from Bethesda to Chicago. But otherwise I doubt anyone will even notice the difference. The transfer of leadership should be painless, since Mary has taken part in most of Now Voyager's business to date. She has been in fandom for a long time and has done a lot of work with Patrick Stewart's fan club; Kate has also met her several times. I am personally indebted to Mary for getting most of our incorporation and tax paperwork done. As to "why now," the new year seemed a good time to make the change. I've been very busy with work and kids, and as the club has grown, so have the complications. I've found it difficult to balance publication and administration demands. I wanted to stick around through the completion of the legal paperwork-the incorporation papers, the 1024-but now that the end is in sight, I feel secure in leaving this corporation to a new president. As the incorporator, I will remain on the board of directors, but without an office. Now Voyager has several thousand dollars in the bank and several items available for an auction to raise more, so our publication schedule and charity fundraising should proceed smoothly. It takes a lot of work to generate the kind of fan interest and enthusiasm which Now Voyager benefits from. If I may say so, with gratitude to the people who have worked to build it, I'm proud of this fan club and I hope you all are too. I know that this organization generates a great deal of positive feedback for Kate. I hope that the people who have been contributing will continue to do so. I have a couple of additional announcements. With the overwhelming support of all the officers, Beth Schuman has been conscripted to serve on the board of directors (and I DO mean conscripted!) Anna Shuford sadly has had to step down as membership director, leaving a mostly-finished guide which Joan and I will finish by the spring issue. NEW ADDRESS: Now Voyager P.O. Box 64539 Chicago, IL 60664-0539 KateClub@aol.com I have a few personal thank-yous which I need to say publicly: Joan: XOs to my XO. This club would not function without you. Mary: Paperwork's a bitch, isn't it? Best of luck, and much gratitude! Beth: Thanks for coming aboard, and thanks for staying. KMAS Board: Much appreciation for work above and beyond the call. My fellow fan club presidents: For sharing your ideas and your work. VoyVoy: The times we joked together, the games on the holodeck... JetC and Clinic Denizens: I think I'll miss the laughter most of all. Deborah and Meri: For the lingerie. (Ahhh, let them wonder.) Sashi, Rach, Alanna, Rhonda, Meisha, Gigi: Staplers extraordinaire. Barbara Hopton: A million thanks for a million small favors. Kate: Good luck with everything, always. Happy new year all. Michelle Editorial Buzz, Part 2 When I was in high school, a friend of mine was in the "Carpenter's" fan club. She used to receive newsletters and photos, and talked about 'Karen' as though they were best of friends. I used to watch her with a slightly superior air, and wonder why anyone would ever be a member of a club dedicated to lauding a celebrity. My how times have changed. But much as I love Janeway and am intruiged by the woman who portrayes her, I wouldn't be a member of this club - certainly not as active a member were it not for Michelle Green. So before we allow her to "ride offinto that good night..." I wanted to take a moment to say thank you on behalf of all of us. Thanks for having the initiative, the time, the interest, and the insanity to create "Now Voyager". I'm sure that, when you spoke the fatal lines "Kate Mulgrew Fan Club anyone?", I'm sure you had no idea of the task you were undertaking. Thanks for developing the format and the high level of debate found in this newsletter. We are not a "gushy" crowd (though we do have our moments), but one made of of folks with formidable intellect and a committment to the promise of a world that Star Trek represents. All of that comes from the top, Michelle, and we will miss your drive, your rants, your passion for wanting Janeway to be a fully-realized character. Thanks for your patience with fans who sent you numerous e-mails and letters. I heard some of the complaints, but your mailbox was often full of folks whining about everything from a late newsletter to Kate's lack of cons on the East Coast. I know how often you tempered your responses (not a natural personality trait by any means!). Thanks for taking the time to support Kate and Janeway on the Internet. Especially in the beginning, when all I read was flames and negativity, it was refreshing to read notes of support for a character I admired. I know that there are many in this club who found their way here because of your loyalty and erudition. :-) Thanks for encouraging so many to share their talents with other fans. There are many regular contributors to this newsletter who had never allowed their work out of the closet -- or the dresser drawer. We have been treated to wonderful stories, insightful articles, and beautiful drawings. And many of them inspired by your positive response to their first tentative efforts. Thanks for the many hours devoted to all of the mundane tasks involved in this endeavor. Phone calls, trips to the post office and the printer, setting up and maintaining a database and checking account, phone calls to Kate's people to track down rumours of interviews and appearances, organizing con meetings, creating flyers and business cards .... the list goes on and on. This day to day busywork is the real "perk" of running a fan club and we know and appreciate it. Thanks for arranging for an orderly transition of management so that, even though you are not at the helm, the ship will not founder. On a personal note, thanks for your friendship. Who would have thought a "boring Jewish housewife" and an "innocent Catholic school teacher" would have so much in common? (and no .... I'm not about to ruin both our images by revealing those commonalities!) It's been lots of fun. XO - Joan Katewatch Call to Action: Govenor Pete Wilson's Conference for Women October 30, 1997, Long Beach Convention Center Program Note: "Kate Mulgrew has carved out a career of uncompromising integrity, consistently choosing to play characters of strength, intelligence, indomitable spirit, deep humanity and unshakeable self-esteem. While millions of U.S. viewers of Star Trek Voyager know her as Captain Kathryn Janeway, Ms. Mulgrew is also enjoying great success internationally, presenting a powerful and inspiring image of women to the world at large. Recently invited to the White House as a role model for young women, she was honored this month for her work for the Incarnation Children's Center, a residential facility in New York for children with HIV and AIDS. Kate first came on the scene as the luncheon hostess, introducing Governor Pete Wilson (who welcomed everyone and introduced the five scholarship winners) and Donna Lee Shirley, manager of the NASA Mars Exploration Program at JPL in Pasadena (that's the Sojourner Mars mission and the continuing exploration). I was with two non-Star Trek fans (horrors!), both of whom commented on Kate's clipped, take-charge voice and her stage presence. Both noted how small she was, and how attractive. We saw her later in her own, packed presentation room, where her topic was "At The Helm But Down to Earth: A Personal Perspective." She was introduced by Lucy Hood, senior vice president of entertainment publishing for Harper Collins. My non-Trekker compatriots were duly impressed by Kate's list of honors and accomplishments, known to most of us who follow her career. While my position was great for Kate's talk, it was less than great for taping all of the questions asked. What follows is what I could pick up from my tape and the best I could decipher and/or piece together from a faulty memory of the questions. Full of energy, Kate preferred to stand for her presentation - but the microphone failed, and it appeared she'd have to sit. Disappointed, she and Lucy, with a little perseverance, solved the problem by replacing the podium mike with the one at Lucy's seat. Kate then took command of the podium with a smile and frankly admitted to "not being as prepared as I'd like, after staggering in at 2 o'clock in the morning after wrapping 'the show'; but, since we're not prepared for life, it's all right. I'll just speak freely, and honestly, about what's important to me, what I love and what I hate." She did a background sketch: "I think happiness and good fortune are 70% a roll of the dice. I'm the oldest daughter in a very large Irish Catholic family. It's a very good position, it's tough, but it's great, because Mother still has enough energy to talk to talk to you, to empower you, and to put you in the position of being sort of the surrogate mother position. She instills you and imbues you with confidence, and shows you the way. She promises you that if you deliver for her, you will be great. In an unspoken language between mother and daughter, she says the world can be your oyster - if you give the children a bath and put them to bed." That filled the room with laughter, which she enjoyed as much as we did. Amidst the agreeing nods, she continued, "...I know it's true because...much of the drive and passion you're given happens because of what you're given - when you are in one of the primary positions, in a big household, that needs you desperately. My mother never told me I was pretty...I could cry." We smiled with her sentiment. "You can't really think about being pretty; it's a momentary position. 'First of all, honey, it's boring; secondly, you're going to be too busy living, if you live the way I expect you to live - pretty is the last thing you're going to need to worry about.' My environment and my upbringing in that house, in that splendid, complex and complicated family, got me ready for a life and a journey that was well beyond anything I could have conceived of at the age of ten." Kate spoke of the griefs in her family - two of her sisters died at young ages - and how she wished she was gesticulating Italian instead of Irish (to much laughter). This got her ready to leave home at seventeen. "I went to New York City, and went to school at New York University in conjunction with the Stella Adler Conservatory. I'm afraid...that my...academic training is...is a bit of a joke - and when I told my father I was going to go to school at NYU, I was really uptown at Stella Adler's 24 hours a day! And, it was there that it all began to take shape: both my traditional life in Iowa, and my life as a young actress in New York. And, I would say that my three life skills came into play for the rest of my life. Those three life skills are Passion, Presence, and Discipline - with a fourth, as sort of a p.s., but an important p.s. - that's Absurdity. You know what I mean by Absurdity? You could be really great, a mover and a shaker, but, if you're so bloody serious about life, you're just going to put everybody in a coma, right?" Agreeable laughter again filled the room. "Life IS absurd! This is a great mystery, is it not? You live, you die, and in between is mystery! So, my dear parents taught me, it's absurd in the sense that if you slip on a banana peel, you'd better be the first person to crack a joke, you know. And if it's not you, conversely, you'd better be the first person to help that person up. It's just an appreciation of the beauty and anguish of life." Kate said that while one might have thought she wouldn't want children, coming from so many, she wanted them desperately. "It was the man I had a problem finding," she quipped, and every woman in the audience knew what she meant, squirmed a bit, giggled a little, grimaced and sighed, then broke into great peels of laughter as she continued, "I mean, not that I was bored!" She married the associate artistic director of the Seattle Repertory Theatre - "a Marxist, not that I understood much of what that meant at the time, but it sounded good. Oxford educated." She got pregnant on her wedding night. "And when I called my agent to tell him this - there was the longest pause. And he actually said to me, and this is where I understood the meaning of this conference [balance in one's life], 'I don't think this is a good time to have a baby.' Now, listen, it gets better. I asked 'Why is this not a good time to have a baby?' He said, 'Well, you just did this mini-series which is great; and you just did this film, which is going to be released; why don't you just take care of it...' and this is where it's delicate language between an agent and actress [that] takes place, when there's a baby in the bargain. I certainly understood what he was suggesting, right? And I said, 'No! I'm relieved. I don't think that's going to solve it, and I'm going to have this baby, and I'm going to stay here in Seattle, so I can show my husband that I love him; and it's going to be the beginning of another trade in life. In no way did I think this had to preclude my life as an actress, but my agent did. And this was the first dawning of 'Oh my God, do they honestly think that I'm going to sacrifice one thing for the other?'" She did accept a play at that time, a production of Cat on a Hot Tin Roof. When she told the director, he said, "'We'll just put a big voluminous slip on you, and a hat, and no one will know.'" "I said great, and I went to Syracuse, New York to do this play. I had to find a doctor there. And I found him, and I went, and he gave me the blood test, and he called me one afternoon at the theater. He said, 'I think you should come and see me as soon as you can, there's something wrong.' So I went over and I worried, Dear God, what was wrong with the baby, what was going to happen to the baby? He told me, 'It's not the baby, the reason I called today is there's something wrong with you - it's cancer of the cervix and before it metastasises, we're going to have to get rid of the baby.'" There were obviously many in the audience who had experienced some similar situations. It was a silent, caring and concerned audience who listened carefully, as the story continued. Kate acted out the next few lines, drawing her watching audience into the situation as if each were living it. "I said, 'You're the second one in about a month - it was very nice talking with you, Doctor, and can you give me a referral?' I left and found another doctor. And I told him, I-am-going-to-have-this-baby, can that be understood; and it will all take care of itself. I had a wonderful baby, and four weeks later I was pregnant again! Yes." Ok, you should have seen the face she made then, but it had that Kate grin we've come to know and love. The audience laughed and sighed with her again. The pause continued and more laughter joined her own as she continued, "No, no, I'm not a drug addict! Ok, I exaggerated, it was five weeks and I don't remember how! So, I had both of these chaps, whom I absolutely adore!" "I think I am probably the only mother that I know of, although I'm sure there are some in this audience today, who share an extraordinary relationship with their pubescent sons. I always hear how difficult it is. They're remarkable. Of course it's awkward; of course there are taboos and secrets, and closed doors. But there's a friendship; a growth; there's a deepening of the love between us. And, the whole thing is extremely joyful to me. So, I have that always in my mind after my 16 or 17 or 18 hour day. Now, after that 16, or 17,or 18 hour day, I do occasionally have sons who are not in tears any more, those were agonizing years, but who will look, or be rather pale." She said one of her sons was home sick. "I went into him today and I said 'How sick are you?' He said, 'Well, I have the flu.' I said, 'Well, I'm supposed to go to this women's conference, you know.' He said, 'Yes, Mother, you should go; I think you should go and talk to people because you'd bore me after about half an hour.'" Much laughter. "So I said, 'All right, honey, I think it's all right.' He has said to me, 'It's hard that you're not here; sometimes I miss you; sometimes I feel I'm not getting the guidance that I need' - about which his father is terrific. We've since divorced, but his father is a lovely, caring parent, and is very hands-on with them. My rejoinder to my sons, when they feel the sadness of my absence, is, 'I'm not going to apologize to you guys.' I'm not going to make that mistake. I think that's a mistake that a lot of mothers make, and they should button up or not go to work. I love the job that I do. If you're half as well-loved, when you're my age, I will have done more than enough." Kate said this seemed fair, but hard. "And I say to them, 'You're going to have to help me, and girls your age. You're going to have to help me as your mother, get through this transitional period of this age. Do you understand what the word vanguard means? It's means we're in a place that's new; we're pioneering. These are new paths and new roads; we have to help each other: men must be shown compassion.' I think the biggest thing we're missing now - in our incredible ascendency toward success, power, virtue and passion - is we have to remember that men, for thousands of years, have been helped by us at home. That was the job: mind the children, take care of the house and the husband. Suddenly, in the mad, fantastic rush, we're in the forefront! And we're asking men, in historical terms, in one split second, to understand that we are their equals - financial, professional and personal. And, I think it's too much for them! I'd hate it, if it were the reverse, wouldn't you? 'Oh, hi, darling, would you get out your appointment book, let's talk. Now, at 7 o'clock tomorrow night we'll have dinner, but I can't see you for two weeks; could you take the kids...' It's just scary, isn't it?" She said this as if she were the man: "'I thought I was going to get a very pretty, lovely girl, right - what happened to all my inculturation? I was promised - my mother promised me.' "So we have to help them. And they have to help us. I think this is the greatest problem, the worst sacrifice we're making right now. There's too much divorce. I know, I'm a victim of it. It's too much divorce, because it's too hard to - talk. I guess it's too new; but, we have to push through. We have to find a way to assure each other that, if we can just navigate through this, rather than divorce, we will come to the shore. That's my greatest concern about this equality. Not that women will rise. Women will always rise, have always risen. Women are just great. Men are just great. My greatest concern is that we don't let go of one another's humanity as we make this journey." Kate then spoke of passion. "Never do anything for money. I never have. I've been very lucky. My mother told me ' why don't you try to be a great actress; and that means you're going to have to study hard, require discipline, you're going to have to be true to your passion, and you are going to have to be present to your life.' Present to your life, what does that mean? That means, I'll give you a small but daily example, if I have a sick child in bed, with the flu, and I have to get up and go to work, at 5:30 in the morning and I have to do nine pages of dialogue that day, and then about 10:30 at night, when I am so tired, and so angry at the way it's going - so slowly - knowing my child must be, by now, really sick in bed, right? Has the housekeeper taken care of him, what is going on, has anybody overseen the homework? I take a deep breath and I say, well, I have no options. What are you going to do? Drive yourself nuts? Frantically run from this to the phone, from the phone to the other, and back. Well, you can't do it all. Do the scene. You're here, do the scene; and do the scene like it's never been done before. Give it every single particle of your being and, believe it or not, that completely relieves the urgency of that anxiety - because you are so present. You're giving so utterly of yourself. So passion and presence are very, very important. Discipline, probably, is the key. The discipline to do it all. I think you are taught this. I don't think it is a gift. I think my mother taught me this - how to get up, how to stand on my feet, how to take some blows. And, I was not spoiled. So I was very, very fortunate in that regard." "To my mother, I raise a glass. I'm a bit sorry now I didn't have more [children]. And, I wonder, now, if I had had more, could I actually have done all of this? And it wasn't like I wanted to stop, I just stopped having them, you know what I mean. Just stopped. Oddest thing--maybe God was telling me something. Friendship is very key; one of mine is here to today - I don't have many deep friendships, but I value them as much as I probably would any love affair, because they feed me. It is the community of women: to learn, grow, share, compare, love and fall down - tomorrow is another day. I'd say I have five great friends. It is terribly important to me to maintain these friendships, so I'll get together with Barbara, who is my assistant, at the beginning of the week, I'll say, 'When can I see Kate? It's desperate that I see Kate.' Not just once a month, it's regularly that I must see them. So I'd say friendship, mothering, [and] the family, the whole family, [are] very important." The world is scary, Kate went on. "The world threatens, now, to take me a little bit away from my last voice, which is my spirit - my spirit for life, and I don't like that at all. You're all witnesses to that, you know about this morning. I can get too tired, I can get too tapped out, and then I'm no good for anything. But the problem is, every year or so, this happens. So, you just keep going. I think we all just become sort of passable human beings. The first thing to dry up is your soul; the first thing you stop thinking about is other people, and that's what you see when you think of that awful cliche of the actor, the movie star, who gets too big, 'get me this and you do that,' who becomes overwhelmly into it; there's nothing else to envision, because they're so hungry. So there are a lot of women today who say 'I don't know how to balance my personal life with my professional life.' I'd say, that's not my big concern. Women have been doing that for thousands of years. Quite successfully. My concern is the balance between my worldly life and my spiritual life, because it will all be for naught, if at 75, I'm Joan Crawford. And I mean that, you know: 'Mommie Dearest.' It's only of value to you, and to me, to the media, to television, to the numbers - if it's genuine. And you'll be the first people, as my viewing audience, to recognize when it becomes not genuine. In order to keep it genuine, I have to stay real. I have to stay with it; I have to stay blessed; I have to stay joyful. I have to go to Mass on Sunday. And for that 45 minutes, remember, what Christ on the cross represents to me. The Holy Trinity, Life everlasting, life is about God. I have to get out of myself. Then I have enough to get on with the next week. But that is the greatest challenge to me right now; and, this week is a very good example. It's a good day to meet you all, and a good day to have your questions because I will not lie." She concluded her talk by saying, "I have a remarkable life. I love Kathryn Janeway. I don't know any other actress, with the possible exception of Meryl Streep, who can honestly say, 'I have lived my life, looking for this character.' And this was, in my heart, a match made in heaven. So I get to go to work, and meet up with somebodyI'm in love with. It's not bad. This is a window in my life that's very precious -Where all good things have come together. I'm cognizant of that, and I want to give back. I want, not only to enrich myself, but my boy's lives, and the lives of the people who watch me; so [when they watch me they can] look at me and have some confidence in the fact that I will continue to try to be good, be passionate and to be present, to be disciplined, and to be." Questions were next and there were many. Mikes were set up, but the audience was reticent to use them. So, I'm going to paraphrase some and I'll quote those I got clearly. Sorry about the gaps, but they were unavoidable - small tape recorder and all that. "Why do you only send the main Bridge officer's off on away teams - isn't that dangerous?" Kate laughed and said it was "an oft-discussed question, but they are the leads! Yes, it seems like they are only a crew of 4-9 people, but with that size cast, they HAVE to be the ones to move the story forward. No one would watch if it was the supporting cast." She used the following example: "Robbie is always complaining that Seven of Nine is commanding the shuttle when he's the pilot. The answer: She's better looking, brings in more viewers. That's the answer - ratings. Ratings! It was a huge gamble for Paramount to take. A noble one, and a bold one, and I (kisses blown) thank them. It was Roddenberry I think. I think he probably said, 'You know what, it's time; when you guys have enough guts, and there's enough money in the bank, go for the girl. And let's just see, because I believe, in the 24th Century it will be appropriate. So, it came to pass. Seven of Nine - well you've seen her." [Laughter] Ok, we could go on and on, but we need, and we need very much, a large male, young male demographic. And, I have a little theory about this: I think they like Captain Janeway very much, right, and I know the women and their daughters do, and I think the older men do - geriatric boys [laughter - it was, after all a conference of women and we were allowed to make a little fun of the guys ogling the girlies!] But the young boys look and me and go 'I don't want to look at my MOTHER in the Captain's seat.' So they thought they'd put some really beautiful, provocative, smart, scary character in - the Borg. She's beautiful, and she is smart; and it's a ratings draw. It has to be in order to let go of one of the other major characters, which they had to do. Good, but tough on us, very tough on me. This is where I don't do well in the corporate world. Not my cup of tea to watch it, or suffer through it. But I hope that this change will be good." Why did Kes have to leave? "It'd be too many in the company. It's an ensemble of 9. And we shoot 26 sequences in a year. In order to service every one of those characters to some degree, you're lucky if, for some of the characters, they get two shows a season. The Captain has to run the ship, and the rest have to be fit in. It became a situation of urgency. And, I think Kes was confusing to a lot of people; certainly her relationship with Neelix." Mentors? "I think I'm the only actress who's truly passionate about her craft to say there is no other actress that I look up to. I look up to my mother and I look up to my teacher, Stella Adler. She believed in one word, and the practice of that word, and that word was Epic. She used to make me get down on the floor and grab me by the hair. It was quite violent, great, and she'd say, 'you know you're from Iowa. We have to take the mediocrity out of you and put the epic back in. So, I see my world as Epic. I think that's why they picked me for the Captain. You know I was up against the foremost, talented actresses in the business for the part. In a audition situation, you have 10 minutes to show your stuff and that's it. It's like a prize fight. I think they probably just saw 'Epic.' She'll stand on those feet, by God, and she'll do it." Does she feel guilty leaving her children? Kate first asked, how many women in the room felt guilty. Several hands wentup, along with some chuckles. "Guilt is human, isn't it; it'll probably be stamped on our caskets. I periodically visit the abbess in a Trappestine convent, because she's very lovely, and she's a contemplative nun, so I have to make an appointment. I went to see her in June to talk about secular issues and spiritual life and feeling guilty. She looked at me - she looked at me, quizically, and she said 'guilt is a mortal sin, don't you know that. Let it go; thank you very much, have a great day.' Baggage. It's unnecessary baggage, and if you are filled with guilt, stay home! Make a choice! Save yourself a life of agony." Do she get any input into story lines? "Compliments to Rick Berman and the very good writing staff, it's hard to come up with epic ideas. They're hearing that word every week, and they are very receptive to our pitching ideas. The closer we come to a real harmony with our characters the more responsive they are to it. I get more involved in character development: if I feel they've made an inappropriate choice for Janeway, I'll jump on it. I have to watch my interpersonal relationships on board. You really want to watch this relationship with Seven of Nine. I know when we have a turkey, because usually they are so good." Spiritual life and secular life conflict? "Well, yes; and I've been put to the test. Let's see, when I was offered the role on "Heartbeat" [she explained the part - founder of a woman's clinic, doctor, for those not familiar with the series]. I was so excited. I'd signed the contract; she was a wonderful woman; she was a pioneer; she had courage, she was kind; she set a tone...the first episode came to my house, and it was me performing an abortion! Thank God for absurdity. I had to laugh. At my own stupidity! 'Kate, what made me think they wouldn't write about this; she's the founder of a woman's clinic? Now you've got to go an resign!' So I went, in my new car, to Shapiro's house, and I said, 'I'll be very frank; you're going to have to get another woman...I'm very, very sorry, but I can't; we didn't discuss this and...' She looked at me; you know who Ester Shapiro is - a mover and shaker in the business, and a smart woman! And our paths are very different She said, 'Wait just a second, we can work it out' - and - in my entire tenure on that show, I was never asked to compromise my principles. And that was great luck; but that was Luck. It could have easily have come out differently." I didn't get the whole of the next bit, however, it amounted to a nude scene being written into an otherwise great script, where she was asked to come out of the water naked. "Do you want to make money on this picture?!" Kate laughed and the audience laughed with her. Then she said she told them, "I'm sorry, I cannot do this; but my mother just won't let me do this!" Much more laughter - with her. "So it does happen, fame and celebrity need equal scrutiny. Everything in moderation is probably not my way; I have to keep very vigilant here. It's extremely odd about fame and celebrity, isn't it. It threatens to make me somebody I'm not...like Captain Janeway - financier!" Any plans for a movie? "They're making another TNG movie right now. I think Stewart made something like $55 million. It depends on longevity, and our success. At the end of the sixth season they'll decide where we are. If we're given a seventh season that would be a very good sign there would be a movie. I'm not sure how I would feel about a movie. Could I kill the previous Captain in my movie? [Laughter] I think it would be fun to do one of those movies." Anything off-putting about fandom? This was all very difficult to hear, but Kate was very complimentary of the fans, considering them smart, involved in their lives as well as the show, and otherwise normal. She did have concerns for the obsessive fans, as a part of the psychology of fans she doesn't understand. She has been put off by stars who won't acknowledge their fans - "why did you come to Hollywood; why did you make that film? That's the relationship!" Weight regime, diet? "I'm bad, very bad, I hope no one read about my 'fitness routine.' White wine; white wine; white wine. [Laughter galore - and nods - and applause] I do jump in the pool as often as I can. I'm very fit. I'm blessed with a good constitution. I don't eat very much. I never eat sugar. I eat salt, what I want, fat [moans and laughter]. I live! You have to live, don't you! Then, but I have to squeeze into that spacesuit! Monday mornings are the worst, you know." What do your sons think of Captain Janeway? "My oldest son thinks she's a sort of geek. And my youngest son really digs her, because he watches it, criticizes, and he's very involved. But, Ian is 13; and he may be giving me another message: this is great, and I'm proud of you mom, but, you are my mother, let's not confuse it around the house. So when I hear 'Voyager's on,' and I hear doors slam - well!" [Laughter] Would you like it if your sons became actors? "I'd be very pleased if they attempt that - as long as they are good at it. I don't want them to...go to Hollywood right off; I want them to be trained, to be educated. I want them to read, to think, I want them to suffer, right. I want them to be good actors. I want them to think of and add to the culture. I think Alexander may, my young one... I'd be proud to see it. I often hear from parents, [paraphrasing: negatives about the life in the business] I ask 'aren't you happy being an actress yourself? Then why did you choose it? Why would you choose something where you're miserable?' I wouldn't mind if mine did." What about missing things like pot lucks and plays and parents' nights? "I don't go to them. I go [to the school] and explain this is what's going to happen. I'll go to parents' day, but I skip the pot lucks, I'd always get the salads anyway. But I don't miss the big ones, not so far anyway. [The powers that be are] very good about it. They understand they have a captain that's a mother. It's a first for them. They've had two guys there, right. They've never had these concerns, and I'd say, they're very good. Rick [Berman] is a father, and a good one." What do you do in the off season? "I hunt! [laughter] I only have about six weeks. I spend 2 weeks on a trip with the boys - had a great trip last time - when we got back on the plane, this is the moment a mother waits for - oldest son, very self contained - looked at me with tears - 'it's over, it won't come again'. But, this year - safari! Africa! That's what we do, for two weeks, I take them somewhere special, just us. Then, if I'm lucky, I get to take a week with my sweetheart - to have a ridiculous, fun filled - well. [sly smile] Then, I take a week for myself, and then I come home just to a normal life. I love the domestic life." Have you met the other captains? Did they give you advice? "Of course I've met them, and Of COURSE they've given me advice! [Laughter] They're nice guys, but there tends to be a little paranoia [more laughter]." A young woman asked about becoming an actress. "Are you in college? Is theatre your major? Live in L.A.? Parents supportive. Very lucky! Go to the theater and train. Go to Julliard or one of the other fine schools. Learn the trade, the craft, and make you way in the theater. Because that has something you'll never be disappointed in, if it's your life. The greatest tragedy, the greatest sorrow in Hollywood, is when you hold up fame and celebrity and gain and notoriety as your only accomplishments, you will be disappointed. You are going to get old and overlooked. The world is going to change...and if you can't stand on a stage, and say Shakespeare, you're going to be one those 'what happened to...' people." The next question had to do with Kate's spiritual choices where she replied she was Catholic, but it was everyone's personal choice. The woman continued to speak of Kate's movie of Elizabeth Seton as her favorite. Kate explained who Seton was - America's only female saint, then she continued: "I was very fortunate to play her. I think I was too young to play her, I was 23, right after Mrs. Columbo. Wasn't that odd, from Mrs. Columbo to Saint Elizabeth Seton? Life's incredible. I'd like to play her again, now. She was my age now when she died. I think it requires some depth to play that role, but it's a fascinating story. They didn't want me. ABC Circle Films, the producers, particularly the executive, did NOT want me. They wanted a BIG star. I was very low on everyone's list - except the director's, a good man; he said, 'you don't want her, you don't want me.' It was sort of a mystical experience from beginning to end. I loved playing that role. I loved playing Rachel Manion in Manions of America. But, mostly it comes from the theater. I love playing them." Three of us tried to get this question - no luck, but here's what we got of the answer: "Why would the men not have a problem after thirty years of a man in the Captain's seat?! In comes the tiny, bossy woman...I had to really seduce them, in the best sense of the word." Responsibility? "At no other time in my life have I ever felt the, overwhelming responsibility of the whole world for myself and as Captain Janeway. I know that there is immediate, and sometimes important concerns. The outcropping and by-products of the fame are so cultural - and I'm grateful for those, for instance at the White House three years ago, honoring women in science from all over the world, and they had chosen, and it has to do with today, because these were women at the top of their fields, and they were being honored. One of them came up to me and said, 'I just wanted you to know, I switched my major because of you, and now I'm in physics.' And that's just intense; so, I have to do what I do well, because it's serious!" Does she ever want to direct? "No; I fall in love with directors. [Laughter] I don't think I want to be one. You know what spatial sense is. I lack it. If I speak to you, although I see the women around you, I really focus on you. A director is paid, no only to see you, but the scenery and unseen reaction in back, the whole scene and be a 'jack of all men." Anyway, I love to act so much. It's quite enough." About Throw Mamma From the Train: "Actually that was a great program! Things were not going particularly well in my career at that time, I don't think, and certainly, not in the field of comedy. I was well regarded as a serious dramatic actress, and not regarded for comedy - and that was high comedy, playing Billy Crystal's wife. Danny DeVito, as you know, directed it. He had the auditions, and the first time we'd ever met; he said 'why don't you just lay down on the couch and give it a whack.' So I did, and he said 'so, I'll see you Monday morning 8 o'clock.' I said 'What?' He said 'Done.' Great, huh! He's an actor, right, and it was great fun to do it, but hardly earth-shattering." What Shakespeare role would she most like to play? "Lady Macbeth. I feel like her already. [Laughter] There's a lot of Shakespeare I'd like to play. Time is marching on, isn't it." Question: "One of the things I love about your role as Capt. Janeway is that you have instigated the feminine side of yourself into this very powerful, traditionally masculine role. Have you had an influence in that or was it written into the part?" Kate said, "Early on, it was quite clearly left out of the part. And I tell you this, I wasn't expected to do this. It happened. I can't avoid it. I happen to BE a woman, and in my meanderings I will have feelings; I'll be with them; there will be laughter. Kate Mulgrew is Janeway, what is real and what is true, and they were very nervous about that, and that's different than the other Captains. I mean, let's face it, Captain Picard was hugely successful, and for good reason; but, he was not the most tactile. He wasn't the most passionate. And so that is what is different about my approach that is different, from the beginning. [I am] kind and honest, and they see that. Everybody is concerned about one thing only, and that is 'will she or won't she.' And I can have my thoughts, and my talks, and I can have my long looks at Chakotay." [Smiles and laughter] Did she ask for the relationship with Seven of Nine...is it mothering or nurturing? "Truth day, again, I'm 42 year old, and I have been running this ship four seasons. I've had been loved for four seasons. In walks a beautiful, provocative, impulsive, talented, radiant Borg. [Laughter] I had to get over myself a little bit. A daily challenge. I like her enormously! She's good as gold, Jeri Ryan. And, I think she'll be good for the series. It's all about change. I think - I'm a Taurus, you know - change is hard for us. But I think this one will be very good. I just have to open myself up and let go a little bit; but, I think I think it's good, quite appropriate. It changes daily for Janeway too. I mean, let's face it, this girl is moving in." "You didn't mention your father. Did he have any influence on you?" Kate looked shocked. "I was in love with him! I really do love my father. I think my father doesn't have the drive for life that my mother has. My father is a poet. My father wondered how he had eight children. [Laughter] My father's a deep poet; but I think my mother is more life-oriented. And, today, he's happy now with my decisions. But, if anything, I suppose he gave me my soul. He certainly gave me my livelihood. And I love my father very much. I love men! I had a lot of brothers. And I never had that problem who I suppose girls who didn't have brothers, or who were only children, had problems - I think men are just great! And highly underestimated." Christmas Parade, Hollywood November 30, 1997 Christmas Parade...the El Nino version. It poured on the souls that participated and watched. I almost went...glad I didn't. Kate and Tim were on the Budweiser/Muscular Dystrophy float that was pulled by the world-famous clydesdale team. Didn't see too much of Tim and Kate never once surrendered the microphone to him so that hosts Leeza Gibbons and Bob Eubanks could talk to him. Kate mentioned something about there not being horses in the Delta Quadrant and then when Leeza said something about her (Kate) being the first female captain of Star Trek and Kate said "yes...mumble mumble mumble...will be assasinated, the first female captain." I don't know, I've replayed the tape a few times now and it doesn't make sense. Bear in mind that Our Kate was trying not to fall out of the sleigh as it jerked around when the horses stopped and then started back up. Between trying to grab the driver's seat, holding onto the umbrella and trying not to drop the microphone, she definitely had her hands full. She did stumble once and Leeza told Tim to hold onto her. Fashion: Black beret that looks like the one she wore to the con that her mother attended with her, taupe colored long coat, black scarf, no gloves (brrrrrr, cold hands!) and gold dangle earrings that I have seen her in many times. Maybe we should all pitch in and buy her a new pair of earrings for Christmas. Oh, yeah, Tim had on a brown jacket. Reporting to you live from the West Coast, this is Annmarie signing off and wishing you and yours a warm and happy holiday season and remember, Don't Drink and Drive. BE: Happy Holidays you guys! K: Hi you, we're great! You know we don't have horses in the Delta Quadrant. BE: Isn't this fun? K: it's so much fun BE: But aren't you the first captain aboard ship? The first female captain. LG: Yes. You know, we were all cheering. K: The first female captain. You'll be assassinated. The first female captain. Aye! (nearly falling over) Merry Christmas! (she waves) LG: You need somthing to hold onto there. Tim, hold onto her there, all right? K: I will (waving and laughing) BE: Hang on Tim. Happy Holidays! --Annmarie Daneker United Fan Con, Springfield, MA November 1-3, 1997 The main guest at United Fan Con was Roxann Dawson, who plays B'Elanna Torres on Voyager. Dawson is warm, funny, vivacious and much prettier without her Klingon ridges. As she dashed on stage, you could hardly tell she was pregnant until she patted her belly and introduced us to her daughter-to-be. Dawson has the same due date as Robbie McNeill's wife, who is expecting a boy. With her hectic schedule, she rarely watches TV but manages to find time for Mad About You because of the baby storylines. When asked whether she'd picked out a name for the baby, she mentioned that Worfette and Janeway were suggested. Voyager's producers decided to hide her pregnancy, because they decided that an accidental pregnancy in the 24th century would seem both irresponsible and implausible. To hide her condition, the producers have given her an engineering smock and she's learned to thrust her hands into her pockets at certain times. She'll also be spending a lot of time in Sickbay as her pregnancy progresses. At the beginning of each session, Roxann took out a notebook and proceeded to give us answers to the most commonly asked questions. Just to test our knowledge, she quizzed us on day two! In case you don't know this already, her makeup takes 2.5 hours, most of her love scenes have been a dream except the ones with Robbie, a J/C love scene in an upcoming episode was written out, Kate is the most prompt but Garrett is always late, Beltran flubs the most lines, Ethan moons them, and Tim Russ plays the most practical jokes. In fact, Tim recently pulled a prank that made it to a final take. There is an upcoming show where Tuvok is in a dream state and appears on the bridge without a stitch of clothing. Although we are led to believe he is naked, Tim is actually wearing underwear. According to Roxann, Tim visited the makeup department and acquired a a fairly large prosthetic which he wore to the bridge. The bridge crew's stunned reactions supposedly made it to film, so look for this in an upcoming episode. Tim has also hinted that he might show up with his Afro wig and boombox playing the Shaft theme. I asked Roxann if she had any favorite episodes and she told us that Faces was her most challenging role since it came so early in Season One. She also liked The Thaw and some of this season's early episodes. On the Paris/Torres front, she is real happy with the way things are going but she wants to see many different facets of their relationship explored. Their path will have some bumps, and she wants to see how a strong, independent woman reacts to this relationship. Dawson had many nice things to say about Robbie, but she was especially happy with the way he's reacted to her pregnancy. As for her fellow actors, she likes to work with all of them. She'd like to have more interaction with Kate, and she's had a lot of fun working with the Doctor. Picardo said if he and B'Elanna had a love child, it would be one giant forehead. Numerous people asked her about Jennifer Lien's departure, and she gave the company line about a mutual decision between Lien and the producers. Someone asked why Kate changes her hair so often and Roxann said they have a great salon on Voyager and that comments on Kate's hair could fill a book in itself. Jeri Ryan's character adds a lot of spice to the show and Roxann enjoys sparring with 7 and says it's too bad she has to wear such baggy clothes. She told us a particularly amusing tidbit that revolves around her pregnancy. In their effort to hide her belly, Roxann can no longer wear her heels and must hide behind convenient consoles. In one scene where she was standing next to Jeri, they asked Roxann to lean further forward because Jeri's breasts were blocking her mouth when she talked! When Roxann first auditioned for her role, she didn't know what Klingons looked like and she wasn't a Trek fan. Once she landed the role, she watched some TNG episodes and read some Trek books. The makeup we see now is not the original design. In fact, one of the earlier designs was a cross between Elvis and Worf. Dawson looked so thoroughly Klingon that she cried when she saw herself in makeup. She was one of the first people to audition for the role and one of the first people cast. When she went home to describe the character's amazing temper and habit of destroying things to her husband Eric, he said it sounded just like her. Technobabble used to be difficult but now makes sense when she says it. She is not afraid to approach the writers about her character and has managed to change things she disagrees with. Dawson has also pitched stories and is part of the director's program. Because of her pregnancy, she will postpone her directorial debut till next season. Roxann's biggest idol is Katharine Hepburn, but she tries not to have too many favorites. During her stint on Broadway in A Chorus Line, Hepburn attended and Roxann remembers that her performance suffered because she was so self-conscious and knew just where Hepburn was seated. She also co-starred in Nightingales, a show about nurses who spent more time out of uniform than in them. Although she loves playing B'Elanna, she doesn't like to watch herself because she's extremely self-critical. Since the audience was mostly adult and Roxann's character has become romantically linked, she talked about sex, especially on the second day. She somehow got involved in a discussion about the Voyager crew and their sex lives, and says that so far, everyone must either be a saint or a eunuch. Love scenes are easier to do with guest stars, because they come and then they leave. After laughing over that double entendre, she went on to explain that it's difficult to do love scenes with the regular cast because the guys are all like brothers to her. Her love scene with Beltran in "Persistence of Vision" had a lot of takes because they couldn't stop laughing. With the long, tiresome hours spent on the Voyager set, you'd think Roxann would have little time to spare, but she's managed to co-write a science fiction trilogy and add her voice to John DeLancie's Alien Voices series. Along with Leonard Nimoy and John, she performed Lost World in front of a live audience, and it should be released soon. Dawson also wrote a play that was performed at the University of Minnesota and was nominated for an award. In summary, Roxann Dawson was a wonderfully spirited and enjoyable guest, and I highly recommend her to anyone who hasn't seen her. --Elizabeth Klisiewicz Reviewzzzzzzzz SCIENTIFIC METHOD Love 'em or hate 'em, the Voyager writers get your attention, don't they? "Scientific Method" is bound to be one of those episodes that splits fans down the middle. For example, the Paris/Torres relationship has never worked for me, but some people think they're just too cute for words. And what about Janeway? Has she ever been such a bitch? I suppose I should cut her some slack. If someone was sticking porcupine needles in my head, then I'd be hell on wheels, too. Still, everything she did was extreme, from the way she dressed down Paris and Torres to her overly Kirkian order to shoot for the stars. Her challenge achieved the intended result, but it was wildly out of character when compared to previous seasons. If Janeway's ultimate goal is to get her crew home, then why does she constantly put their lives in jeopardy? Extreme behavior is sometimes necessary, but she seems to be falling into a disturbing groove this season. As for the crew's new faces, mutant Chakotay makes a great companion piece for mutant Tom, don't you think? And have you ever seen a more boring scene than that snoozefest at the very end? Paris and Torres go from mauling one another in public to acting like an old married couple who've learned their lesson. I really wished I liked them together, because as individuals, they are fine. I guess we should be thankful they've called off the J/C relationship. If you remember those treacly sentiments from "Coda," then you know what I'm talking about. Although the idea of turning Voyager into a giant petri dish is intriguing, the TNG writers have been there and done that with much more finesse. We have yet another nameless pack of pointy-eared aliens with malicious intentions, and you just know that KJ will triumph. Yawn. Voyager has turned into Trek Lite. In their ongoing quest to lighten the mood and embrace the adventure, they've subverted the characters we grew to love in Season One. Only Tuvok and the Doctor have remained consistent; the rest of the crew have multiple personality disorder. This is all rather sad, but the excuse that there's too much Trek is wearing mighty thin. The main problem is the Voyager writing staff, namely Brannon Braga, and I hear that he's taking over when Jeri retires. His cavalier attitude is insulting and offensive and he discounts the intelligence of the viewing audience. In a recent interview, he admitted that he could not care less about continuity and seems convinced that serious Trekkers ignore Voyager. As for the rest of us Internet whiners, we know what they think of us. Lisa Klink may have penned this, but I ultimately blame Braga for messes like this one. On a purely superficial and moronic level, this was enjoyable. Jeri Ryan continues to grow as a character, and teaming her up with the Emergency Medical Hologram provided lots of fun. To give credit, I have to admit that Kate Mulgrew did a fine job with what they gave her. In one of this week's few good moments, she chastised people who spend too much time on the holodeck. Talk about the pot calling the kettle black! In summary, Voyager's writing takes a definite step down in this oh-so-forgettable drama. --Elizabeth Klisiewicz This was a great Halloween episode! The eerie feeling of being watched and the wonder of the unexplored kept me tuned in as the story unfolded. Aside from that, the makeup for our mutated crew members was very well done, as usual. Poor Chakotay reminded me of Tom Paris in "Threshold," in one of the stages of his transformation. Not only was this a great episode in time for Halloween, but it was simply good Trek, which means there's a moral to the story. Isn't it amazing how Janeway felt about her crew being tested? Well, no. Not really. If today's lab rats could communicate with us, they'd surely react in a similar way. This episode taught one great lesson -- the phrase "do unto others as you would want done unto you" was wisely used. I wasn't thrilled with Janeway's "reckless" plan to ward off the aliens, but on the second viewing, I realized that this was her way of letting the visible alien know how much these experiments did affect her. After all, how many of us would gently forgive and forget someone who was inflicting stress, insomnia, and headaches intentionally and without permission -- for experimentation? No real need to take a poll, is there? I most certainly would feel violated by being a lab rat. "Scientific Method" is a great new episode to lead us into November sweeps month. From what we've had thus far, season four is a knockout! I'm sure we have some remarkable things in store. Here's to next week! --Charlynn Kate Smith "Scientific Method" is certainly in good company. It's one of those Trek episodes where nasty aliens manipulate the crew in the name of scientific experimentation, like TOS's "The Empath" or TNG's "Where Silence Has Lease" or "Voyager's" "Faces." It also involved an invisible threat which altered people's personalities and perceptions, like TOS's "Day of the Dove" or TNG's "Schisms" or DS9's "Dramatis Personae" or "Voyager's" "Persistence of Vision." Seven got to use her nifty technology to see things no one else could, like Data did in "Phantasms," and Janeway got to threaten to fly the ship into a star, like Kirk did in "Operation: Annihilate" -- Have I made it clear yet that "Scientific Method" is so derivative as to be utterly uninteresting, other than from a perverse desire to see what nasty things would happen next? The directing made good use of the sets and lighting, the effects were interesting (though not as much fun as having a crew member turn into a cake), and the costumes and makeup were sublime -- I particularly liked seeing the Doctor in leggings, not to mention Janeway in a towel. And it was a relief to know that Paris and Torres were not kissing open-mouthed, as the mid-osculatory alien x-ray proved. But the plot -- well, it was drivel. As Tom said, maybe the aliens tricked him and B'Elanna into making out in public, but maybe they wanted to all along, considering that they did practically the same thing when they first kissed. And maybe the evil aliens did turn Janeway into a shrew with a nasty case of PMS, but considering that she acted similarly in "Persistence of Vision," maybe it's the show's writers who did that to her. They're obviously worried enough about her gender being a problem that they won't let her have a love life. When are they going to realize that they can't keep making her look incompetent, even if they blame aliens who take over her ship or her brain, if they want people to take her seriously in command? I think hysteria is her true personality once that wall of repression comes crashing down. My favorite moment in the whole episode was when she growled to Tuvok that crew members were spending too much time on the holodeck, then in the next breath announced that she wanted a vacation there. That's this season's Kathryn, demanding that everyone else give 110%, yet insisting that she needs to hide herself in ancient history for some down time. She tortures herself enough that I have to believe she enjoys it. She tests her own tolerance for misery all the time, refusing to bond with her crew, getting backrubs from her EMH instead of her Angry Warrior. She was reasonably tough gambling all their lives on a game of intergalactic chicken, but we've seen Kirk and Picard make similar decisions without having to be half-crazed. This woman scares me -- I expect her to crack up at any moment. And that makes me furious. If the writers can't give her a life, can't they at least give her a break? In this episode, the fearless first officer was mostly wasted on dreadful comic relief which reflected the series' condescending attitude toward age -- no one in that universe is allowed to have decalcified bones or spotted skin. They're all supposed to look like Seven of Nine. Seven was not only curvaceous but quite good here, as she has been all season, but I am starting to resent the fact that she seems to have gotten all the brains and control which Janeway and Torres have lost, not to mention the Special Power which enables her to save the ship, just like Kes in "Persistence of Vision." I realize that Seven's the hot new babe whose body is supposed to bring in the ratings, but (I reiterate for the hundredth time) I miss the old characters, and I suspect that not even Seven's figure will keep viewers watching without strong stories. --Sara Unger "Scientific Methods" felt like filmed fan fiction, and what bad fanfic it was, too. I spent most of the episode laughing hysterically at it. I do NOT like this Janeway. I don't care what the aliens did to her. I thought she was trying to make the ship a family. Now she's gone ramrod military, no fraternization, no way, no how. This is not the Janeway who wanted to play pool with the crew. (You know, I just had a flash from The Empire Strikes Back. Another pointy-eared critter, with a weird sense of humor, saying, "You are RECKLESS.") Back to ticked-off Janeway. (Hey there's a new action figure for you.) Someone needs to tell her that to clothesline someone you must put your arm under the chin against the neck, thus cutting off air flow. Pressing your arm against the breastbone won't get you anywhere, unless your opponent is nice enough to walk backwards and press himself against a wall. On to another hot topic this season, Seven of Nine's outfit. It's amazing what a fabric change will do. This is the EXACT same pattern as the silver. The heels are the same. The corset boning is the same. The boobs are the same. It's just brown velour. Babe camouflage? I said this back when "Real Life" aired and I'm seeing more folks agree with me that there is NO chemistry between Robbie and Roxann. None, zilch, nada. Please, somebody break them up and let them be "just friends" real soon. (During the x-ray kiss, I was sitting there going, "Ew ew ewwwww.") The Old Fart vs. the Spotted Skunk scene I found mildly amusing, mainly because I play the same game of malady one-up-manship. (Hey my vision's worse than Chak's and I've got a fused spine. And I'm not even 30 yet.) This was an "eh" episode overall, brought down by juvenile antics and out-of-character characterizations. But it did have the Doctor in tights, so I guess it can't be all bad. --Rachel Wyman Sensors are showing that we have new episodes once again, with the Janeway drought officially ending. Sprinkles currently falling with a chance of full showers in the near future. Aliens who leave their mark with little scan-able UPC symbols on DNA? Janeway snapping and snarling at people? Turning her back on celestial phenomena? This was an excellent episode... up until the anti-vivisection debate. Then it became just a good episode. But, with Star Trek being Star Trek, I guess you have to learn to accept these little things. Jeri Ryan looks like she might be a little more comfortable these days with Catsuit #3. It seems as though the Doctor has removed those wicked-looking implants from her stomach, so now she can sit and squat with the best of them. And speaking of the Doctor and Seven of Nine, I'm glad they haven't forgotten him as they find ways to make her a contributing part of the community. The writers must have made themselves aware of fans' concerns with the changes. There were some nice bits of interaction between crewmembers. Torres chomping at the bit to rip into Seven of Nine before she sobered was great. But that was until Chakotay and Neelix, as the grumpy old men, tried to outdo each other. A friend of mine remarked, "Just whip it out, boys." As much of a Paris/Torres fan that I am... as cute as they were... okay, as really cute as they were... and even though Janeway was under an extreme amount of external stress, she was absolutely correct to discipline her officers. As the ship's Flight Officer and Chief Engineer (two important positions), they were acting way irresponsible. Dangerous site-to-site transports, nooners in Engineering, and "beaucoup" PDA! Of course, with all of the damage that the ship incurred as a result of Janeway's recklessness, the couple's dinner date will probably be their last chance to get together for awhile. Giving Torres work to do is one way to solve the problem. [Voyager figured out how to write its episodes. It figured out how to take full advantage of the talent available. Now if it can just figure out how to match the episodes with the calendar, thus decreasing the need to arbitrarily throw in rebroadcasts so that the Halloween-like episode airs near Halloween and the big two-parter gets used for sweeps month, then all will be right throughout the kingdom.] -Rhonda E. Green Ah, an eerie episode for Halloween. Didn't we already see this in "Persistence of Vision" -- Janeway irritable and snapping at everyone, senior officers neglecting their duties for sex, invisible aliens "doing what they do," and the doctor and the newest crew member saving the day -- again? And through it all, a giddiness that seemed out of proportion to the seriousness of what was really happening. Granted, the kind of pressure Janeway was under would drive anyone to the edge, and I watched in horrified fascination as her self-control slipped away. Kate Mulgrew did a marvelous job of convincing me that Janeway was losing it, and the makeup people made her look realistically frazzled and even sickly. The alien experiments certainly explain why she was too tired and distracted to even pretend interest in an anomaly that could endanger the ship (And what's with her first officer doing nothing more than giving her a puzzled look?), why she was sharper with Torres and Paris than she needed to be (Although they deserved it!), why she was rude to Tuvok, and why she was so desperate to get those aliens off her ship that she'd risk everything to do so. The experiments do not explain this apparent interest in making Janeway look like an emotional wreck who doesn't know how to take care of herself. The idea of driving her to the brink and seeing how she responds is intriguing, but the way it was executed made her look awful. I wouldn't be so quick to follow a captain who doesn't know when it's time to remove herself from command for a while. I'm also not buying this Paris/Torres relationship. A hypospray has more chemistry than they do. They would make legendary best friends, but they just don't cut it as giggling lovers. Sneaking off for a quickie in engineering? Come on! These are senior officers, not rabbits. Even the thrill of new love, however unbelievable, doesn't excuse their behavior. At least Janeway called them on it. Maybe they can just cool things off now and say the aliens made them do it. Aged Chakotay looked more like Tom Paris in "Threshold," when Tom was halfway between human and mudpuppy, than an elderly human. Comparing scars is one thing, but he and Neelix had just undergone drastic, painful physical changes that the doctor couldn't explain and didn't know if he'd be able to reverse. I find it hard to believe they'd be able to sit there, dispassionately cracking jokes about what was happening to them. It was cute, but not appropriate. I did enjoy Tuvok's one-liners -- it's about time he showed some of that dry Vulcan humor we know he's been hiding. I was going to say I didn't like the fact that his humor came at Janeway's expense, but it did stop her in her tracks and lead to a very nice scene between them. It would have been nice for her to have had that little chat with Chakotay instead. Actually, Chak and Tuvok could have traded roles for this episode and it's unlikely anyone would have noticed. And Seven of Nine -- if B'Elanna is giving her the "teamwork and hierarchy" lecture, that puts her about where B'Elanna was at the beginning of the first season. Yes, she's bright, but I find myself trusting her just weeks after she joined the crew and that seems too fast. I don't want to see her take B'Elanna's place as tech-nerd. Janeway and Torres had such great chemistry in season one when they clashed and then found a common ground, and in "Maneuvers" when B'Elanna pleaded for Chakotay. Leave that in and let Seven find her own place. She made a good covert operative this week. It was very creepy seeing the aliens clustered about the crew members; I wondered why none of them seemed to sense the aliens poking and prodding and staring. There's got to be a message about conducting potentially harmful tests on unknowing (and unwilling) subjects, but before I could get into figuring it out, Janeway was flying Voyager into that pulsar. That was neat -- reckless, but very neat. I'm not crazy about a Janeway who'd put her crew at risk like that, but desperation is an amazing source of ingenuity. At least that was an honest and proactive response to the problem of the unwelcome aliens. Given a choice between the two, I'd take that Janeway over the sniveling one who complained about the crew getting too cozy any day. --Meredith Antonelli YEAR OF HELL PART ONE I admit it. I'm thoroughly impressed! A year ago at this time, I thought that "Future's End" was the best two-parter Trek could do. I may be pleasantly proven wrong, if next week isn't a disappointment. This season's quality has been on a constantly good level, so I'm optimistic. One of the questions I've already heard repeatedly is: "Why doesn't anybody remember when Kes saw an alternate future with the Krenim?" Well, the words "alternate future" pretty much explain it. Many of the elements we recognized from "Before and After" are technically brand-new things for the Voyager crew to piece together. The Krenim are a very interesting people. With such advanced technology to manipulate time, it's hard to imagine them being defeated by other races. Something must have driven them to use their technology the way they do. Or, to them, it could be the most efficient means possible for regaining their territory. Either way, they're a clever and dangerous adversary. I'm very interested in how the Voyager crew will either outsmart or come to terms with them. One of the things I noticed in "Year of Hell" was the emotional state of everybody as the conditions became worse. Janeway was one of the most obviously affected on an individual basis. From her happy face at the astrometrics lab celebration, to the stress of negotiations, to a bitter and worn-down captain, Janeway went through a lot in one hour. One complaint I've often heard is that Janeway was too harsh about refusing her birthday present. I disagree. Chakotay was certainly hurt, but imagine how Kathryn felt. With a very beat-up ship, edgy crew, and constant attacks, she had no choice but to focus on survival and nothing more. What made it worse, though, was the fact she was pretty beaten up herself. All of these experiences essentially numbed her. So far, we have the adventure of "Future's End" and the suspense of "Scorpion." What more could we ask for except an equally good Part Two? I'm excited. Part Two has much to accomplish, and I can't wait to see it all happen. --Charlynn Kate Smith Our intrepid space travelers have been in the Delta Quadrant three years and this is the first time they've been ripped to shreds. People die, decks are blown apart, and Janeway's crew is about to abandon ship by the end of Part One. For this grim reality alone, I applaud the writers for not resorting to the Trek Reset Button. Voyager, like TNG, has always been far too shiny and artificial for my tastes. While it may be in line with Roddenberry's utopian views, it has no basis in reality. Despite the fact that I really enjoyed this episode, it has some MAJOR flaws. Remember when Kes aged forward and backward in "Before and After"? It wasn't that long ago and it was one of season three's best outings. The most striking element of that episode was the sequence with the Krenim and the chronoton torpedoes. Yes, I know it was an alternate reality, but she warned Captain Janeway about the Year of Hell. So, here we meet -- the card please -- the Krenim. Major red alert klaxons should be screaming in Janeway's brain about now. Kes was the one who originally crawled down that Jeffries tube and figured out the frequency of that torpedo. Don't you think she would tell someone about it? Oh yeah, I forgot, Mr. Uncontinuity's name is on this script. Brannon Braga is so sloppy and so contemptuous of fans that he not only ignores and reviles Trek history, he also forgets established Voyager story threads. too. So, we get to see yet another high-heeled blonde crawling down a Jeffries tube, and she solves the mystery! My other beef is with Janeway. What are they doing to her character? Stern and forbidding are perfectly understandable -- they're at war! But for the life of me, I could not fathom her glacially cold behavior in the scene where Chakotay gives her the watch. Her reasons for refusing the present were perfectly sound, but the WAY she refused the present made no sense whatsoever. Here is the man who has all but declared his love for her. From the way they've written Chakotay, we know he's overly sensitive and especially vulnerable when it comes to love, and love her he does. Still, he should have had the common sense to realize that KJ was NOT in the mood for trifles. The writers and producers should take most of the blame for these gaffes, but Beltran and Mulgrew also made some poor acting choices. Their scenes together were strongly similar to "Scorpion I" and "II." Janeway makes a choice and Chakotay disagrees with it. His approach here is much softer than the last time they butted heads, however, and when the captain puts her foot down, he backs off with a wimpy smile. Grrr! It turns out that she ends up following his advice at the end of Part One. Too bad he isn't there to say "I told you so!" With all that said, there was still a lot to like about this episode. I thought the special effects were especially dramatic and added a great deal to the story. The alien commander was sufficiently interesting, and when he asked about a certain colony, I figured it to be the underlying reason for his temporal attacks. I especially appreciated the touches of humor and camaraderie: Harry and an injured B'Elanna playing trivia games, Tom showing Janeway and Chakotay his plans from the Titanic, the introduction of the new astrometrics lab, and Seven helping Tuvok in his time of need. Is it just me, or do Kim and Torres have far better chemistry than Paris/Torres? Even if they're just friends, it seems far more real to me than the romance they're forcing us to swallow. Most important of all was seeing a sweaty, unshaven Beltran with his normal hairstyle. Man, he's hot! Even while I was dissing Janeway for being a boor and Chakotay for being a spineless wimp, my tongue was hanging out to dry. If I ignore the watch scene, then I can honestly say that everyone gave great performances. And I may be in the minority, but I like Janeway's new 'do. If they reduce the hair spray and make her new helmet a little more natural looking, then she'll look just dandy. In summary, "Year of Hell Part One" was a wild romp marred only by a rather large plot hole and some bad acting. The CGI (Computer Generated Image) sequences were spectacular and the Krenim threat has given the show a much-needed dose of reality. --Elizabeth Klisiewicz The Krenim, who made a brief appearance in last season's "Before and After," make wonderful villains. Get in their way, and they can wipe your entire species out of existence. It's obvious from the first seconds, though, how Part Two is going to end -- the ship's a wreck, half the crew is dead, the only way they're going to get through this is to hit the reset button. Isn't it convenient that they're dealing with a species that has the capacity to alter timelines? Like "First Contact," they're clearly going to alter the future to repair the past. As if the reuse of time-travel as a device weren't annoying enough, "Year of Hell" had to go and make reference to that film. Are sales of the videotape not up to spec, or is this an attempt to plug Voyager by association with the successful film, the same way Kate Mulgrew and Jeri Ryan were used to help The Sentinel's lackluster ratings by plugging it throughout commercial breaks? There were some interesting character moments, like the Doc waxing poetic about the crew in one scene, then having to let two crew members die in the next, and Janeway turning down a birthday present from Chakotay because they can't afford to waste replicator matter. Paris and Torres were less adolescent and more human this episode than last. I liked Chakotay offering Janeway what he knew would be an unpopular suggestion -- of which even he wasn't enamored -- for surviving the crisis, and which Janeway was finally forced to accept. Once again, Seven got to do far too much saving the day, and once again Janeway wasn't involved enough in the solutions. For the most part, I enjoyed this episode. The pacing was terrific, the new astrometrics lab looked gorgeous, the shots of the battered ship were very effective. The continuity with last season's Krenim threat worked, even if one did have to wonder why Kes didn't leave a report somewhere containing the information she learned about them, and why no one seemed to remember any of that incident, and why her non-presence wasn't an alteration of a timeline in the first place since she never would have come into contact with the chronoton particles since she wasn't on the ship to -- never mind. Like Janeway says, time paradoxes cause headaches. Unfortunately, like last season's sweeps-month time-travel two-parter "Future's End," the denouement will surely leave Voyager where it started, passively watching the stars go by. --Sara Unger I loved it! It was excellent. And to all the people who complained about Voyager's pristine condition after all of her terrible, horrible, crippling battles resulting in extensive damage... this episode's for you. Her screentime was no more than other cast members, but her influence could be sensed. Therefore, I consider the Janeway Drought as being OVER! And as a bonus, the writers figures out how to write her as a powerful and commanding captain. Up until now, in my opinion, Janeway's power and presence came from what Mulgrew created for her and imbued her with. With this episode, I realized that I never bought Janeway being a commanding officer as much as I accepted Mulgrew playing in the role of a commanding officer. A talented actress did her best with the material she was given. Watching Janeway in this episode, though, watching her actions and listening to her words, made me [finally] love, not just like Janeway, instead of loving her potential. The little bits of characterization were wonderful in illustrating Janeway's continued statements of the crew being a "family". I missed the banter between B'Elanna and Harry, so it was great seeing it again. Also nice was hearing that Seven of Nine previously had offered to help Tuvok in the morning and then, having her [messy] roommate greeting her in the corridor. Especially cute was Seven of Nine answering the Phoenix question. These things are why I like Star Trek. I thought that the writers gave a nice touch to the changed timeline with Janeway and Torres losing Chakotay and Paris instead of vice versa. And, I have a couple stupid little nitpicks. One, considering that it would've taken energy to turn the pocketwatch into energy, wouldn't it have been easier to just take the watch and say "thank you"? But she could've just been stressed. Two, they started with a 70-year journey. Kes knocked off 10 years. They themselves knocked some years off. So, why is the current number 65 light-years? Next week will tell me if I'm wrong, but I'm thinking that some temporal thing or other will send the crew to a timeline where some or none of this happened. Tuvok can't stay blind. Paris/Torres fans have missed months of the relationship. Most of the ship is uninhabitable. Much of the hull is gone. This isn't stuff that can be fixed in a month or continue to be allowable for the continuing series. Brannon Braga and Joe Menosky have stated in interviews that they could care less about the continuity of the original series, a show from the 1960's. It seems as though they could care less about the continuity of Voyager also. The whole episode went by without Kes being mentioned once. I could have sworn that Tuvok and Janeway asked for a report from her including all that she could remember about the Krenim, about chronotons, about this "Year in Hell" thing, etc. You would have thought that someone would have mentioned her. --Rhonda E. Green YEAR OF HELL PART TWO In a literally blistering two-parter, Voyager and Janeway are on their last legs, only to be saved by the infamous Reset Button. Am I the only one out here who feels cheated? "Year of Hell" had the potential to bring us some amazing storylines. Imagine Voyager going begging like the Cataati of a few weeks ago, limping along with gigantic holes in their hull, trying to find their lost crew members, critically short on food and other vital stores. And with all this talk about family and community, it was a prime opportunity to show the crew pull together and patch up their ship. Of course, we all KNEW that the writers would chicken out. I'm sick of making excuses for this show, one that drew me in because of some initially terrific characters. But with one character assassination after another, there isn't much life left in the "Voyager" universe. On a positive note, I do concede that all the acting was terrific, especially Beltran and Mulgrew. I also liked how Robbie McNeill played off Beltran. There has always been tension between them, and it served the story well in this instance. This Tom Paris is the one I remember; brave, loyal, a bit headstrong, and never afraid to say what's on his mind. He was consistently written throughout both parts, and I applaud the writers for that. I also liked the parallels between Annorax and Janeway -- did everyone catch the shattered teacup in Part One and the broken hair shrine in Part Two? I'm sure the bond between Annorax and Chakotay was also deliberate, because whom did Annorax resemble but Kathryn Janeway? Both commanders were driven -- Annorax to restore his home and Janeway to get her crew home. They both threw their people skills out the nearest airlock in their obsession to achieve their goal. Before I get to more nitpicking, I also wanted to comment on two very nice little scenes. The first had Janeway and Neelix rooting through the wreckage in Chakotay's quarters. It was nice to see Janeway show a bit of emotion as she recovered the watch she ignored in Part One, putting it on her belt. The other emotional scene was the farewell between Tuvok and Janeway. Although The Powers That Be have trashed the J/C connection, they are attempting to restore the original friendship between the captain and her security chief, and are doing a good job with it. Let's move on to Janeway and Chakotay. What on earth has happened to their characters? I know they're going through hard times, but I'm sick of Janeway's stubborn, foolhardy stance. She keeps saying she wants to help her crew, but she keeps putting them and herself in extreme jeopardy. And why have they turned my favorite Maquis into such a mush head? Why must he always capitulate to the nearest authority figure or turn into a -- barf -- collaborator? He has turned into what he used to revile, and for what? Peace, love, and understanding? Sorry, Chak, but this ain't the swinging '60s, and your New Age philosophies don't cut any ice with this viewer. As for the Janeway 'do, lay off with the hair spray, guys. When she stood up with that fright wig in Sickbay, it made me wish for the bun of steel. To give credit where credit is due, I must once again applaud those amazing FX mavens at Foundation Imaging. Tremendous CGI (Computer Generated Image) sequences did much to save a fairly predictable episode. Without Mojo, Braga and Menosky's story would have gone down with the ship, just like Janeway. --Elizabeth Klisiewicz Since many figured out, somewhere in the second act of the previous week's episode, how the "year in hell" would end, some of the excitement was missing from the conclusion. A friend summed it up perfectly... "Part 1 was dramatic and part 2 was melodramatic". This is not to say that I didn't enjoy the episode - because I did. I really enjoyed seeing Chakotay and Paris go up against each other. Not since Michael Piller came in with that story arc for Paris have these characters really bristled. I like seeing proof that people do disagree and that their personalities do clash without it becoming a serious problem to their relationship. [Ask any sibling.] I felt, though, that having Chakotay "sense" that Kathryn was still alive was a bit much. The special effects were as much a part of this episode as any character. And they were great. From seeing pieces of Voyager's hull lift off and drift into space to seeing Voyager crumple against the hull of the Krenim weapon ship. Janeway showed herself to be demanding, commanding, confident... and a smart a-- as she disobeyed the Doctor on two occasions. Despite my ambivalent feelings toward Tuvok, it would have been wrong for he and Janeway to not share something before they separated. It was moving seeing this strong woman start to relax for just a moment and catch herself before she lost control. I also liked the might that Janeway carried as she piloted her ship into battle and the power that exuded from her as she flew to her death. The writers and directors are starting to tap into Mulgrew's talent on a regular basis. And, I am still in love with Janeway. I always liked her the best of the Voyager characters, but that is as far as it went. I was in love with her potential to be an outstanding character in the Trek universe. And for me, for the first time, I didn't find myself comparing her or her actions to other captains. Good or bad, her actions were her own. I hope this keeps up. There was some wonderful character development in this particular installment that, unfortunately, never happened since the chronometers rolled back to DAY 1. --Rhonda E. Green This is most definitely my favorite two-parter to date. My goodness, what a thrill! A great mix of emotion, action, and fabulous acting makes the conclusion of "Year of Hell" a winner. The one thing I enjoyed most about this episode was the intense emotion. We saw just how strong the bonds are between ship and crew, and they absolutely sparkled. They are what "Voyager" is really about, and even "Star Trek" in general. I particularly liked Janeway's scene with Tuvok before he leaves. What was said in that part of the show was so beautiful and so true that I was nearly in tears! Janeway sitting in her respective chair with nobody else aboard gave the same effect. Kudos to Kate for doing such a superb job. One thing I was interested in was the Krenim's motivation. I wasn't surprised to find that only the commander of the ship was the motivation for 200 years' worth of time changes and his reason why. What I didn't expect was just how Annorax viewed time. His thoughts reminded me of how Soran in "Star Trek: Generations" perceived time. For both, time was an enemy to deal with if they were to achieve the goal they were striving for. His goal of restoring Kyana Prime has driven him to this conclusion. In a way, I agree with Annorax. Time does have moods. As for Chakotay and Paris, it was only natural that their opinions conflicted. They both had very valid arguments, though, with points that needed acknowledgment. Chakotay, a diplomat first and foremost, listened to Annorax and understood him to a degree. Paris, on the other hand, made friends aboard the Krenim ship. With both methods, they came to know their enemy's weaknesses and find advantages to use in attack. I'm still as delighted with "Year of Hell" as I was the first time I saw it; I've already watched it three times on tape. The story is just phenomenal, the special effects dazzling, character moments shining, all topped off with the brilliant talents of "Voyager's" wonderful actors. What really says it all is "What a show." --Charlynn Kate Smith This is an episode about two crazy captains. One of them is Annorax, leader of the Krenim. The other is Kathryn Janeway of the starship Voyager, who makes James T. Kirk in "The Naked Time" sound sane. Annorax and Janeway are both chasing windmills across the decades. He wants to get back in time, she wants to get back in space. They're both obsessed, and in love with their mechanical monstrosities that they use to try to make the galaxy do their bidding. At the end of the episode, we're led to believe that the insanity of Annorax isn't an inevitability, that his destiny can be altered through the agency of people who love him. One can only hope that this is true of Janeway, too. I suppose I should talk about the curious decision to structure an episode on the model of a war between Captain Nemo and Captain Ahab but I'm too disgusted to do that, too bogged down in the predictability of the plot, the heavy-handedness of the symbolism and the unoriginality of the ending. I'm going to ignore the ways this reminded me of a dozen other Reset Button Trek Tales, including "Voyager's" own "Time and Again." I'm not going to ask why no one ever mentioned the timeline in which Kes encountered the Krenim -- has she been wiped out of history, or just out of the fourth season? OK, maybe I can't really ignore those things, but they're not what made this episode irredeemable for me. Janeway did that. I'm with the Doc: that woman was not fit to command. I suppose she saved the galaxy, but it was sheer coincidence, because she didn't understand anything about the temporal problems she was dealing with. If she had, she would have kept her ship in that nebula for a few extra days. As Annorax said in last week's episode, the ability to alter time makes its linear progression irrelevant. Whether Janeway pursued him a day, a week, a decade later would not have mattered in the end, if she realized that resetting the clock would wipe out whatever came after the moment of incursion, and possibly what came before as well. She didn't have to risk her ship and remaining crew in her haste to engage the Krenim. If anything, her doing so could have led to their deaths before she stopped Annorax, thus permitting his timeline to succeed. Chakotay may have flunked quantum mechanics, but Janeway is the one who doesn't seem to have a clue. I'm not even going to wonder why this Janeway didn't evacuate non-scientist Neelix and blind Tuvok along with the rest of her crew. Couldn't she have made better use of a couple of engineering ensigns? I do have to ask why she didn't deactivate the Doc after he treated her. Keeping his program running just to fight about her competence seems like a waste of energy which HE should have noted. In fact, it makes no sense that Doc was functioning at all, considering that Sickbay and the holodecks had been destroyed and most of the computer was off-line. Even though Trek is dependent on contrived science and technobabble, that can be tuned out when the people are compelling enough. So instead of worrying about plot holes, let's stick with characterization, which is what always makes or breaks an episode for me. In "Year of Hell's" alternate timeline, Seven sounded a lot like Tuvok being logical, and Tuvok sounded a lot like Chakotay slobbering over the captain. Chakotay sounded like himself, by which I mean pathetic, a pre-"Scorpion" version who still worships Janeway for reasons which momentarily escape me, who can be talked into anything by anyone in a position of authority -- even a genocidal maniac who kept him imprisoned for months. Paris sounded like the old Paris, too -- he was angry, he was rebellious, yet he had principles and was competent in a crunch. Hmm, that last part also sounds like the new Tom Paris, the guy who can pilot the ship while running sickbay and engineering single-handedly. All his girlfriend B'Elanna can do lately is miss him. The characters were close but not quite there, which could be clever writing to tell us it's not our universe, or it could just be that the writers never get them consistent in the first place. Ah, the heck with the cast. We're in an alternate timeline, so none of it counts, right? Maybe. Regarding that watch about which Janeway was so cold-hearted last week and so nostalgic this time: Is it supposed to represent linear, old-fashioned time, which is here portrayed as "natural" while manipulation is supposed to be unnatural, even though we've learned from other Trek episodes that multiple timelines always exist simultaneously? Or, since it was a gift of affection from one person to another, is the watch supposed to represent the connections between people which transcend time, like Annorax's love for his wife? Chakotay said it's a replica of the watch of a British captain who brought his ship in after everyone had stopped knowing or caring that he was still out there. That's not what he said, of course, but that's what I heard. I doubt the single-mindedness of Captain Cray would make an interesting subject for a serial television show. (Annorax, on the other hand, would fit right in on "Sliders.") The watch can't possibly represent the connection between Janeway and Chakotay, however, since he doesn't seem to register on her emotional radar at all except when he's not around. She generally prefers holograms to live people. Maybe that's why she's so in love with her ship. Though Janeway keeps declaring that her crew is a family -- she used that word about a half-dozen times in the two parts of this episode -- she never shows that feeling. There are no subtle, compelling bonds between her and any other character. Oh, there's occasional chemistry between her and Chakotay when she's not playing the Ice Queen, and occasional warmth between her and Tuvok when he's not ridiculously over the top. Hugging on the bridge? And he's supposed to be a full Vulcan? If Chakotay's crush on Janeway seems misguided, Tuvok's actions are just embarrassing. It's sad that Starfleet captains have to resort to a family analogy to indicate interpersonal feelings which transcend crew loyalties. But I don't believe it anyway. If there's one thing this episode makes amply clear, it's thatJaneway loves nothing more than Voyager, even when the ship has no crew, no soul. I wonder what she'd think of Kirk blowing up the Enterprise in "The Search For Spock," giving up his precious machine, and his Starfleet position, in a quest to save his best friend. At the end of the episode, the "real" Janeway doesn't violate Krenim space. But she did similar things in "The Swarm" and "The Raven" and various other episodes, so I can't say she was out of character in last week's episode when she tried to punch her way through. Maybe I should be pleased with how she held it together rather than worrying about her crazed devotion to her mission. We never saw Kirk or Picard get beat up this badly, perhaps she's really the strongest of the three. But Janeway wasn't working to restore the timeline for the good of the universe. She wasn't even working to reverse the deaths of her crew. She was as obsessed with her personal goals for the ship as Annorax was with a scrap of red hair, and we've seen her act that way in the so-called "real" timeline. Oh yeah. The special effects were superb. Great CGI (Computer Generated Images), wonderful interior shots. Kudos to the "Voyager" crew, if not the Voyager crew. --Sara Unger An excellent Part One which concluded with a shaky second part, "Year of Hell" still continues "Voyager's" strongest season yet. The episode had a great many positives. Foremost among them were excellent performances from a number of the cast, particularly Kate Mulgrew and Kurtwood Smith. Both played similar characters bent on achieving their goal at any cost, the difference being Janeway's regard for life and Annorax's total disregard for it. They were backed up by strong supporting work all around. Also on the positive side were, of course, the special effects. The scene of Voyager crashing into the time ship is one of the coolest scenes I've seen in a while. As a J/Cer, you know I had to love the two watch scenes, first when Janeway finds the watch in the ruins of Chakotay's quarters, and then later when she uses it as a source of support. There was also Chakotay's knowing that Janeway was alive, with no doubt in his mind. Unfortunately, all of the positives were nearly done in by the negatives. I don't mean the Trek Reset Button, because you could see from the beginning that there was no other way this show could end. The way it was handled actually made a lot of sense, although I'm not sure what to make of the last scene between Annorax and his wife. No, the problems were more with continuity. First, there was no mention whatsoever last week of Kes and her experience with the Krenim. At first, I figured it was only because the Krenim had changed the timeline before we saw Voyager and so therefore, Kes wasn't in that timeline. However, when this episode again failed to mention her, I knew it was another continuity goof by the writers. The bigger negative was the whole way Chakotay acted in this episode. For someone who has always been set up as having a high regard for all kinds of life, he fell easily under Annorax's spell. I know that everything about the time ship ran parallel to "20,000 Leagues Under the Sea," but setting up Chakotay in the professor role was aggravating, to put it mildly. Why is it always Chakotay who plays the fool while Paris gets to be the hero? I can't remember a time, save "Scorpion," where you could say that Chakotay played the hero role. (Even in "Scorpion," it is unknown who came up with the plan to stop Seven) If this is Brannon Braga's idea of giving him more to do, I'd rather he leave Chakotay in the background. --JoAnne Braker RANDOM THOUGHTS Psst, have you heard about the thriving black market for Internet rumors? For a small price, you too can start your own fallacious story and spread it around to all your good buddies and post it on every news group. The racier, the better; if it even mentions something obscene, then you could be the next media star to feed public demand for entertainment. OK, so I'm kidding, but my concept is no more ridiculous than Ken Biller's premise for this episode. In fact, I'm almost positive that he based his ideas on the headlines shrieking at us from every kiosk and TV screen across America. The Communications Decency Act may have been shot down, but you can be sure that some other variant will take its place. Censorship has NEVER been particularly effective, and "Random Thoughts" bears out this idea. For the first time in many weeks, I actually LIKED Janeway. She wasn't the Janeway who talked and walked like Captain Kirk, and she certainly wasn't the crazed person who threatened to terminate the Doctor's program. No, this stranger bore a faint resemblance to the warm, caring woman I remember from season one. That woman took side trips to improve her coffee rations and she wasn't afraid to let her hair down once in awhile to play pool with the crew. She also didn't spend all her play time with a hologram the way this season's version likes to do. This week's Janeway tried to use logic and her beloved Federation principles to respect the Mari's body of laws, which was wildly divergent from past episodes. In "The Chute," she blasted her way through to rescue Tom and Harry. This week, she walked around meekly and seemed perfectly willing to let these aliens erase part of B'Elanna's memory. Unfortunately for us, Paris and Chakotay don't fare much better. I know that Tom's girlfriend was in danger, but was that any reason to act so whiny and unprofessional? And Mr. Spineless himself was in fine form when he told Tom to give Janeway a chance and remember that "She's the boss." Chief Inspector Tuvok, who leaves no stone unturned, put on his investigator's hat and saved the day. While this was entirely derivative and far too similar to "Ex Post Facto," I still enjoyed his part in things. Tim Russ continues to surprise me with his understated but effective performances, and for the first time in four seasons, I find that I like him a great deal. I'm glad they are exploring the relationship he allegedly has with Janeway, even if it means that the J/C friendship is dead and buried. Neelix was his usual boring self, and I really didn't need to see his horny visions about a brainless, blond, and very buxom young woman. Could you really see her stroking a hoary Talaxian's whiskers? Now THAT is a nauseating thought! This little tidbit is about as titillating as the effect on a Ferengi when someone rubs their ears. As for B'Elanna, she was her usual self, and I liked her humorous scene with Tuvok as he admired her self-control. The only one making any sense these days is Seven of Nine. Time and time again, her canny observations have proven correct, and she has become the mouthpiece for Trek fandom. In summary, this wasn't a very good episode, and if this is the best they can offer us during November sweeps, then we have something to worry about. "Random Thoughts" was a thoughtless, cut-and-paste operation. Without naming any specific shows which win Hugo awards, I can understand why the best thing about Voyager is the hair, and these days, that's not saying a lot. --Elizabeth Klisiewicz Although not nearly as impressive as "Year of Hell," "Random Thoughts" gave us some great Trek. We saw beautiful character interactions, a solid story, and the questioning of morality -- all classic elements of TOS. What I liked most in this episode was how differently things were viewed by the characters. Using the brig as an example, Tuvok explained its purpose and why it was needed. The Mari security officer, however, thought it barbaric. I understand both viewpoints and neither is incorrect. Practical problems like that are loads of fun to debate. I was also very interested in different viewpoints concerning B'Elanna's arrest. Tuvok naturally pursued the truth, while wounding the Mari leader's pride in the process. B'Elanna naturally thought that the whole thing was ridiculous, and Captain Janeway had to find a defense while still abiding by the Prime Directive. Seven believed that B'Elanna was guilty, while Neelix defended the argument. They're all correctin their own beliefs. I was satisfied with the story's ending, which states the main theme of "Random Thoughts": No matter how much something is controlled, a small part of it will always remain. This is exactly why our laws for drinking, drugs, and weapons aren't working as well as we'd like. Not everybody is going to care about rules. Not everyone will respond positively to treatments. Those who want something will usually find a way to obtain it. If people's beliefs fit within the law, then no problems will exist. For some people, though, the law itself is reason enough to break it. Seven is most definitely learning to express her opinions. I particularly liked her closing scene with Janeway; the way she so bluntly stated her opinion shows that she's still naive, but well-intentioned. Her side of the argument is something fans have pondered since the series' beginning. Janeway's response ought to take care of that. I tend to agree with the captain; it would be an incredibly boring journey without meeting new races and cultures. I couldn't help but chuckle at her saying "I dread the day the entire crew agrees with me." How amusingly true and in-character. Although this episode lacks the energy I grew accustomed to in "Year of Hell," I am pleased with "Random Thoughts." Tuvok was put to good use, as was the concept of tackling practical problems. Classic Trek elements were also in check. Not bad for this week's Trek. --Charlynn Kate Smith Let me get this straight. The Voyager crew comes to the end of three days visiting a matte painting, and a man crashes into Torres in the marketplace and ticks her off. When she thinks momentarily about whomping him, her thought is picked up by one of the locals, who then beats the heck out of an innocent man. Though Tuvok has been bonding with the chief investigator, only now he learns that violent thought is a crime on this planet? Torres is sentenced to have her memory purged of her violent impulses. Janeway objects strenuously for at least two seconds, then she suddenly recalls that it's their obligation as Starfleet officers to obey local laws. Tom wants to devise a jailbreak, but Teacher's Pet Chakotay advises him to obey the captain's decisions. Tuvok engages in some thought-swapping with one of the sleazy local violence-purveyors, zaps the guy with the Power of the Dark Side, and stops Torres' brain-wipe -- unfortunately -- before they can make her forget that she's now a fluff chick who giggles at insults about her Klingon side. Then, at the end of the episode, Seven protrudes into Janeway's ready room to tell the captain that she finds Starfleet's mission of seeking out new life and new civilizations incompatible with getting home as quickly as possible. But those needles in her head from "Scientific Method" are still there, or else we're in an alternate timeline from "Year of Hell," because Janeway says -- I am not making this up -- that meeting new friends is the most important part of a Starfleet officer's job. Hey, she sounds almost like First Season Janeway, one of my favorite action figures! But First Season Janeway has been dead for more than two years! Who is that woman commanding Voyager? Tune in next week for the further adventures of the Deconstruction of Trek's First Female Captain. (Compare "Babylon 5's" "Deconstruction of Stars," a study in character assassination of historical figures.) I have to get something off my chest before I go on. I have violent thoughts. Sometimes I have six or seven a day. When someone cuts me off on the highway, I fantasize about shooting her tires out. When someone drives a grocery cart over my foot, I think about knocking several cans of Spaghetti-Os directly in his path. I am clearly unfit to be a Starfleet officer. I'm not even sure I'm fit to be human. The Voyager crew, however, spent three days on a planet without having ONE violent thought, even though they weren't aware that they had to be on the lookout to repress them. Nobody thought about beaning a local for taking too long to tell them where the bathroom was. Nobody wanted to punch a crewmate for telling the same joke for the third time in an hour. This so comically unrealistic as to make the whole crew seem like comic book pollyannas. What's most bizarre about it is that some of the crew members seemed more ill-behaved than usual. I could handle Neelix dating a 1-year-old because Kes always had a lot of smarts and strength, but I am starting to wonder if he's a pederast who always falls for very young blond girls. Paris got some of his old personality back -- he tried to sneak behind the captain's back to devise a plan with Chakotay, and he complained about her decisions while she was in the midst of negotiating. He didn't even run engineering in B'Elanna's absence. I am terribly disappointed to learn that Torres has lost a couple of violence engrams, though -- she's already lost most of her bite. Janeway kept her butt-kicking side under firm control, which might explain why she was preaching her philosophy from first season's "The Cloud" rather than this season's "The Raven." I guess it's a good thing she didn't think about phasering the aliens to get Torres free, but one really has to wonder how she ever got to where she is without any violent impulses whatsoever -- what happened to the woman who threatened the Vidiians, the Akritirians, the Swarm? I agree with Seven: it's time for Janeway to figure out what her goals really are. And she might want to check with her crew every once in awhile. In "Scorpion," she seemed certain that getting home was as important to everyone else as it was to her; this week she seems sure that nobody really cares how long it takes, as long as they meet some cool aliens. I like this Janeway better than the one we've had for the past couple of years, but she sure sounds like someone gave HER a memory purge. Maybe the writers could dig up "The '37s" Janeway, who let the crew make their own choices. I loved her. Detective Tuvok also reprises his role from first season's "Ex Post Facto," in which he had to save Tom not from a memory-wipe but a memory implant -- nearly identical probable consequences, and he used the same technique, a mind meld, to solve the case. I guess Janeway must have lifted her "no unauthorized mind meld" rule from "Meld." Gee, I had better stop citing past episodes or even thinking about them, since it's obvious that Trek writers don't. Things I liked: The directing was OK, if workmanlike, despite the cheesy backdrops. The marketplace reminded me too much of "Prime Factors," and so did Janeway's speech about following local rules -- oops, that's a past episode. Paris was fun to watch sitting in the captain's chair once I got done shrieking. The alien from "Nemesis" popping up in Tuvok's bad-thoughts montage was nice, though to him the Kradin were the good guys, so -- never mind, see above, I will repeat that until I have persuaded myself to take every episode as it comes and forget all previous history. Duras sister Gwynyth Walsh was wasted here as the sniveling, incompetent alien cop. Wayne Pere fared better as the sociopath who gets off on violent images -- the expressions on his face as he did the nasty with Tuvok were wonderful. The main cast was OK. Garrett wasn't in this episode and wasn't missed, Robert looked like he was going to fall asleep, Jeri was too emphatic, Kate seemed to be playing two different characters. Oh wait, Kate WAS playing two different characters: they just both happened to be named Kathryn Janeway. I wish someone in the franchise would insist on quality material. But maybe, like the crew of Voyager, the producers lack fighting spirit. --Sara Unger "Why? Why are you beating that man Santie Claus -- I mean Frane?" "Welllll, because SOMEBODY forgot to tell you nice visitors that we have no compunction about plucking thoughts out of your unsuspecting little brains, that's why! You guys have been walking around here for three days thinking the most disgustingly pure thoughts. Blandest buncha aliens I've ever seen. Sheesh. Soon as I sensed a little excitement, I jumped on it, of course." Uh huh. And NOBODY on Voyager's crew had a problem with these supposedly enlightened people just reading their minds? That's as bad as Seven's observation about the way Starfleet seems to march on in in the name of peace and friendship and assume all will be well. One would think that part of diplomacy training would involve sending down a small first-contact party to review local customs and laws and the possible implications of societal differences when alien cultures meet for the first time, before sending down the rest of the crew. And it only makes sense that the responsibility for ironing out differences would have to fall on both sides. I suppose in a telepathic society there'd be public thoughts and personal thoughts, just like in our society where we have public personas and private lives. But we can't control which thoughts flit through our minds the way we can control our facial expressions or body language. It was obviously too smooth a plot device to pass up, though. I did get past the irritation of the privacy issue, the obvious mistaken assumptions on both sides, the hokey dialog, the feeling that I was seeing another incarnation of the holodeck/street scene set (doesn't ANYBODY else in the universe have marble steps and brick or wooden buildings?) the same crowd and market kiosks from "Prime Factors," "Resistance," and "False Profits," the feeling of deja vu over Chief Inspector Tuvok and rabble-rouser Tom Paris (whom I really like but what WAS he thinking of, marching onto the bridge and addressing his commanding officer by name only?), and the certainty that someone must have taken control of B'Elanna's mind or she wouldn't have been so placid. For that matter, why did it have to be B'Elanna who precipitated the problems? Of COURSE she's the obvious target. Why couldn't it have been someone we're less likely to suspect immediately of having violent thoughts? I did like the brief interplay between Chakotay and Paris. Chak was almost Mr. Boring Yes-Man as usual, but I sensed some of that old Maquis feistiness underneath that calm, superior officer exterior. Sensing is one thing, however. Incontrovertible proof that he IS capable of intelligent, independent thought and effective action would be nice for a change. I was on my way to making a positive comment, before I got side-tracked. It's those pesky random thoughts again, now where was I? Oh yes, on a really superficial level, I had fun watching this episode because I just couldn't take it seriously. AND because I love this Janeway. Warm, open, respectful of the alien du jour even if it's not quite well-deserved, fascinated with exploration and learning new things, and apparently enjoying her job -- where has she been for the last two seasons??? I've missed her! --Meredith Antonelli CONCERNING FLIGHT I'm clueless as to why UPN showed the dreadful "Random Thoughts" in the middle of sweeps month, and saved this gem for the night before Thanksgiving when no one was home to watch. I'm not sure if it's possible to attribute a direct relationship between byline and quality since this show's written by committee, but Joe Menosky has his name on several terrific Janeway stories, and this one was no exception (I don't think it's a coincidence that Ken Biller, who wrote "Random Thoughts," bears the writing credit on my three least favorite episodes, either). This wasn't a flawless outing by any means, but it reminded me of both first season "Voyager" and first season "Star Trek" -- the real one, which "Concerning Flight" made fleeting reference to, when Janeway noted to Tuvok that James T. Kirk professed to have met da Vinci himself, though she doubted his claim. I love it when the writers do their homework. This was Janeway circa "Time and Again" or "Ex Post Facto," unafraid to lead the away missions herself, intent on exploring even when there was work to be done on the ship. She was touchy-feely, she had a sense of humor and a sense of wonder, she glowed despite the dowdy clothes they stuck her in. This is a much stronger captain than the brittle dictator of "Year of Hell" or the tough-as-nails leader from "The Swarm." I still wish she'd have relationships with live people rather than holograms, but there was nice subtlety to her interaction with da Vinci. One could hear the scientist and the philosopher, the leader and the student, the person and the captain, without any incongruity among the roles. She was smart and dignified and lovely, much more so than Seven of Nine in the numerous gratuitous butt shots. Please, put this Janeway on the bridge. I liked Tuvok less -- he's always overly paternal towards Janeway, it seems, almost smarmy. Chakotay sometimes objects to her risking herself but rarely confronts her so condescendingly. Tuvok, who's gotten way too much air time this season considering how boring he is, did get some funny moments, like when da Vinci asked if he'd been to Vulcan -- an island off Sicily -- but he doesn't seem very smart for a security officer. I did like Chakotay fretting over Janeway in danger, though I raised my eyebrow when he called her Kathryn in absentia on the bridge! He had a fairly strong showing, dealt pretty firmly with the uncooperative alien they questioned about where to find their goods. The rest of the cast was mostly perfunctory. H arry comes across as a caricature of hormonal idiocy around Seven, Seven comes across as a caricature of snippy efficiency around the Doc. Thank god she merely described her little catfight with Torres instead of acting it out. John Rhys-Davies gave a wonderful performance as da Vinci, though in a turnaround for "Voyager," it wasn't as over the top as it could have been. I was hoping for a little more glimpse into the manic genius Janeway described, the historical figure who secretly dissected corpses against Church law, who questioned scientific limits, and who loved to look at handsome young men. Well, Janeway probably left that detail out of her holoprogramming, to keep him kissing her hand. I expected him to get a lot more excited at being shot with no consequence, and at the sight of the transporter. If the New World of the planet excited him, think what Voyager's technology should have done! Hopefully he'll be back to continue some philosophizing with Janeway, and hopefully next time she sees him, she'll bring some human companionship along to appreciate the experience. --Sara Unger The Grewpie Twins' Shallow Episode Report: Having read the many thought-provoking, well-contemplated, thorough reports of various episodes offered by the articulate and enterprising members of this fan club over the past few years, the Grewpie Twins (B. being the elder and N. being the younger) noticed that there was a certain element missing from most of them - the element of pure, unadulterated, shallow lust. After much discussion, they decided that this needed to be remedied, and thus was born the Grewpie Twins' Shallow Episode Report: If it's shallow, we'll discuss it! *B. leads the fray with a brief, yet accurate, synopsis*: Excuse me ... but was there an actual EPISODE here?? All I remember is Kate with wet hair, Kate in a cute dress, Kate's hair blowing in the wind, Kate in flat boots (!), and Kate's hair. Have I mentioned her hair? :) I'm sorry; maybe I need to watch again to catch all the subtle plot points I may have missed as I filled my drool bucket. Hmmm, on second thought... *Now, let's break it down into each drool-inducing moment*: B: I LOVED "Concerning Flight," but I think it was only because it was all Kate, all the time. The wet hair had me rewinding. The brown/purple dress had me positively DROOLING!!! And that hair! I think she was wearing velour boots! N: The wet hair had me in pain. My saliva glands dried out before the first scene was over. And the way she rubs it with that towel...Mmm mmm mmm. *slurp* B: Agreed about the wet hair. I was rewinding that vcr pretty damn quick! N: Do we even need to mention the way her hair blew in the scene where she and Leonardo took flight? :P~~~~~~~~~~ And the way she turned and smiled at him as her hair blew in wisps about her face... SCREAM! B: I have to rewatch the tape - - I missed this part!! AAARRGGHH!!! N: The dress absolutely ruled, especially when I noticed that it had two slits up the front to reveal her legs! :D B: The brown/purple dress had me positively DROOLING! She should wear that in real life. N: Well, overall, I give it a three drool bib rating: one for the dress with the slits, one for the wet hair, and one for the flight scene at the end. B: I would also give it a three drool bib rating: one each for dress, one for the boots, and the last one (which will need to be cleaned and dried frequently) for the hair. Formerly known as "da Vinci's Day Out," "Concerning Flight" is a boring and slowly meandering episode. Space pirates with superior technology manage to break through Voyager's shields and steal essential equipment as well as other high tech goodies. Among items such as the ship's computer, the bandits also grab the Doctor's holoemitter and suck the maestro out of Janeway's fantasy program and install him in a lab on the surface of the planet. I've said this before and I'll say it again. Janeway should be spending time with REAL people, not with holograms. If she wants to learn new things, then she should invite other members of the crew along for the ride. In TNG, most of the holodeck adventures involved numerous characters, and when they didn't, they were there for fun. Picard WAS Dixon Hill -- he didn't need to take advice from any patronizing old farts. I had a hard time listening to da Vinci chastise Janeway for pulling rank on him. This program does nothing except make her look weak and antisocial, and the writers do her a disservice. And what's with the wet hair? Did the holographic water drops automatically fly from her head when she left the holodeck? Her helmet looked perfectly rigid when she arrived on the bridge. As for her away mission, she should have taken one of the Maquis, who might actually have had some crafty ideas on how to recover their computer. Instead, she takes Tuvok, who has been in our face for the past few weeks. While I admit that his character has grown on me, I'd like to see some of the others get some screen time. I used to be a diehard J/Cer, so I appreciated the look of concern on Chakotay's face as they tried to get the captain back. Still, after all they've been through and after the shabby way she's treated him, you'd think the poor guy would move on. I hated Lord Burleigh, and I'm afraid that da Vinci is no better. I'm sick of listening to him and I'm tired of looking at his silly hat. I'd much rather see Janeway shoot pool at Sandrine's and fight off the advances of greasy gigolos. Since I know I won't get my wish, I'll have to turn to my favorite fanfic authors to fill in the gaps left by these writers. --Elizabeth Klisiewicz MORTAL COIL Neelix is not my favorite character on Voyager (obviously, since I belong to this club), although I do like the character. Yet "Mortal Coil" had my attention and kept it throughout the show. I came home after midnight from work, tired, weary of proofreading pages thrown at me at deadline. I wanted to watch "Voyager," but also looked forward to sleep. The hour flew by, and I was surprised when the credits rolled. "Mortal Coil" did not seem like an hour episode. Even my husband, who is normally highly critical of Voyager's writing though he likes the show, praised it for its writing, delivery, and acting. Regarding Neelix, for some time now the creative minds behind "Voyager" have been attempting to reverse his image as the comedy relief for the show. They should. The interstellar scavenger who wheeled and dealed his way through the quadrant long before he met Voyager would never have survived had he been the inept person, the butt of jokes, the cute little alien portrayed in so many episodes. In "Mortal Coil," Neelix emerges from his Rodney Dangerfield role to get some respect, and this time the respect does not seem forced. He is taken along on the mission to siphon the energy source because of his knowlege and experience. He is the knight in shining armor who chases away monsters from Naomi Wildman's room. He is the cook and host, but also the center of the celebration of a Talaxian holiday which the crew has apparently joined in before and enjoyed. And this time, they warmly celebrate Neelix and his return from the dead. As for exploring the afterlife, this is not the first time Trek has tackled the topic; "Voyager" did so in first season's "Emanations," when we saw the belief system of an alien culture shaken by Harry Kim, who died briefly and was brought back to life. Indeed, tackling difficult topics through the eyes of an alien and making us examine ourselves was integral to Gene Roddenberry's original concept. But this time, it was a little bit different. This time, the person who died and came back was not a one-shot guest. This was Neelix. This, to use a term batted about frequently in "Year of Hell," was family. And so we cared a little more about him and his struggles with his Talaxian spirituality. It was in the exploration of that spirituality that we also saw Chakotay in the counselor's role so many have envisioned for him. It was very like Chakotay to offer to help Neelix on a vision quest, and Neelix's choice of items for his medicine bundle, including the flower from Kes' garden, was quite poignant. It was very unlike Chakotay to "order" Neelix to report to discuss his dreams -- after all, spirituality is not something you can order about -- but it would be true to form as a counselor. Counselor Troi on TNG would not have hesitated to order someone to an appointment if the individual needed it. Chakotay's role in this episode was subtle, but used to good effect to guide the episode along. Seven of Nine was used to good effect, as well, by drawing upon the Borg knowledge to save Neelix. Perhaps she should be assigned to sickbay part-time to upgrade the Doc's knowledge. However, using Seven as a "deus ex machina" to suddenly appear and put things right is something "Voyager" should avoid doing too often. It should be remembered that Wil Wheaton bore a large amount of very unfair criticism when Wesley Crusher saved the day once too often for fans, who felt that he made the Starfleet officers look incompetent. It would be unfortunate if the writers were to make Jeri Ryan fall victim to the Wesley Crusher Syndrome. Granted, Seven has a large amount of knowledge at her disposal. (Her comment about the Kazon not being worth assimilating drew forth both a chuckle and a smugness that the Federation was apparently worthy of this "honor.") Yet she must not be relied upon too often as an easy plot device to save the day. That leads to lazy writing. In other matters, finally Ensign Wildman's child was given a name, a detail ignored since the babe was born in "Deadlock" during second season. No more kidding about "Spike"! It was good to see that an explanation was given for Naomi's rapid growth compared to human children. Such efforts at continuity and tying up loose ends are appreciated. All in all, a very satisfying episode. It made us care about Neelix, it made us look within ourselves, and it gave us a look at the human side of several characters. --Donna Christenberry "Mortal Coil" is an entry from a new writer named Bryan Fuller. Knowing what I do about the script revision process, it is doubtful that many of the original lines remain, and entire concepts may have shifted from the author's original intent. While I am always happy to see new writers, this episode left me as cold as Neelix's cadaver in Sickbay. On the plus side, we have Ethan Phillips's acting. He is my least favorite character, and yet he managed to transcend the limits of his character and give a fine performance. We are allowed to see beyond the happy-go-lucky facade of the morale officer to the faith and beliefs of the Talaxian race. As with Janeway in "Sacred Ground", Neelix's entire belief system is tested. Death, as Chakotay says, is one of our greatest mysteries, and who hasn't wondered if the other side is a plane of emptiness? Throughout Neelix's entire ordeal, I felt for him keenly. When they mouthed the platitudes of 'his father's father's sister' during the celebration, I saw the hollow stare and it reminded me of myself. I have often questioned my faith, and I too think about the Great Void. Without some kind of faith, where would we be? I have friends who are atheists, and yet they lead normal and happy lives, so they must have found some way of dealing with it. It seems that Neelix will deal with it by making himself useful to others, like he's been doing all along on *Voyager*. I also liked seeing Ensign Wildman (Nancy Hower) and her daughter Naomi, whose physiology is the only explanation for her rapid growth. By my reckoning, she would only be 2 years old right now, not a 5 or 6 year old. She is a cute little girl, and the scenes between her and Neelix worked fairly well and weren't too cloying. Under other circumstances, I would certainly have welcomed the return of Chakotay's wayward medicine bundle, but Chakotay was written so poorly and seemed so alien to me that I was happy when the so-called vision quest ended. Who can blame Neelix for avoiding it? I *would*! From the beginning where Neelix dies and Tom nearly cries over him, Chakotay is glacial and distant. Instead of showing a little compassion, which I certainly would have expected from the XO that I know, we get this "Tom, I need you up here' stuff. While they had a task to do, it wouldn't have been hard to acknowledge Tom's feelings before getting back to work. Later, when Chakotay lends his support in the form of his akunah, he seemed emotionally vacant. Robert Beltan rarely gets this much screen time, and he is a fine actor with the right material, but he was going through the motions on this one. Once again, 7 saves the day and makes everyone else look bad. Don't get me wrong, I *like* 7, but can't we have someone else be the hero for a change? Paramount is making too much of this character, and the media is buying into this by thrusting Jeri Ryan's....face at us from every magazine cover. I honestly don't see what the big deal is, folks. Yeah, she's a good actress and a beautiful woman, but it's time to move past that and get on with the show. "Mortal Coil" was a superficially enjoyable hour of television marred by an unfulfilling plot and saved only by Ethan Phillips's stellar performance. --Elizabeth Klisiewicz Yay! Neelix got some long-overdue depth to his character! Overall, I'm happy with how it was done. Neelix was the perfect cantidate for this kind of story. Life and death is a *very* heavy topic, but it flew well with Neelix. Typically, he's the happiest guy on Voyager, but that wasn't exactly the case this time. Those who are religious would very likely feel the same way as Neelix did when he came back from death. Seeing that lifelong teachings have been nothing more than jibberish would make us all question things as big as the meaning of life. In Neelix's case, he was essentially questioning his religion, or pondering whether a better place exists from physical reality. I don't necessarily believe that the writers were promoting Atheism. After watching this episode for the first time, I believed that they were, but an important fact leaves the door open: The Talaxian death ritual lasts a week, but Neelix was dead for less than a day. It wasn't surprising to see Neelix turn to Chakotay for guidance. I agree completely with Chakotay in what he said to Neelix both after the vision quest and before Neelix is about to transport himself into the nebula. Neelix's vision quest had very much to do with his feelings on coming back to life. He was told exactly what he wanted to hear. In the transporter room, I thought that Chakotay did a nice job of bringing Neelix back to his senses, with Ensign Wildman's help, but with one exception: He shouldn't have just stood there and talked with Neelix. That was stupid. Nevertheless, the dialogue was written well. Seven really made me crack up. Her comment that the Kazon were unworthy of assimilation made me giggle quite a bit. It's a hilarious but true fact. Seven also gave ma a couple of good laughs during the Talaxian celebration of family. I couldn't help but smile when Janeway asked her if she was having fun and she responded bluntly, "no." Then, later, I couldn't help but laugh when she joined into a conversation quite directly, leading to a hilarious response from the Doctor about conversation skills being a low priority to the Borg. Socialization is probably irrelivant, especially to a collective of billions of drones. This was an enjoyable episode that explored a rather broad topic and did a little bit of something Trek normally avoids, which is contemplating faith. Most of the time, this is a topic that isn't written about due to all the controversy surrounding it, but I think that a little something was here for us all to relate to, religious or not. Even without religion being involved, the meaning of life is one of the many things we will always ponder. For the length of one hour's time, I think that the writers did a good job of writing an episode like this. --Charlynn Kate Smith Chakotay asks Neelix for help obtaining some protomatter - you know, that unstable stuff David Marcus put into the Genesis torpedo in "The Wrath of Khan" which destroyed the planet. But Voyager's crew apparently never read about that incident, because Chakotay goes to get the protomatter without even bringing an engineer. At least he's got Tom Paris, who's a super-genius and also a medic. So when the protomatter zaps Neelix, the pilot declares the Talaxian dead despite Chakotay's stream of lifesaving advice (he had a lot of experience resuscitating Kathryn in "Coda," after all). Janeway sniffles, but Seven assures her that she can bring Neelix back to life with Borg nanoprobes. Neelix revives, realizes that while he was dead he didn't enter the Great Forest, and has a crisis of faith. He decides to commit suicide. Needless to say, he doesn't succeed. I have two good things to say about this episode: Ethan Phillips. He should win an Emmy, because I really felt for Neelix despite the terrible, horrible, no good, very bad writing. Neelix is the most believable heavy-makeup alien Trek has ever had. This is entirely creditable to Phillips, since the character has been wildly inconsistent; the writers can't decide whether he's comic relief or a fully realized person of deep feeling. In this episode, he was the latter, and he carried the show in spite of its flaws. He had lovely chemistry with both Samantha and Naomi Wildman, and his quirks were considerably more charming than Seven's know-it-all prissiness. If Voyager's producers wanted to make a travesty of Gene Roddenberry's show and do a holiday episode, I wish they'd gone all out and given us Christmas (with Neelix as Santa Claus, and Janeway and Chakotay smooching under the mistletoe). This "First Night of Prixon" came off as one more excuse for characters to babble about how the crew feels like a family - as if telling us will make us believe it even when they don't show it. The only positive is that we didn't have to see last year's First Night celebration, where the captain got a little tipsy - though Drunk Janeway would only be slightly more embarrassing than Pushy Mama Janeway. At least at a New Years' masquerade, she could have pretended to be Catherine the Great. There were lots of references to first season episodes in here, which should have been a good thing. Chakotay remembered that he has a medicine bundle! And Baby Wildman, who is now Greatly-Accelerated-Growth Child Wildman, got a name. But most of the continuity devices were awful. Chakotay's speech to Neelix about dying was a straight ripoff of Janeway at the end of "Emanations," on how what we don't know about death is far greater than what we do. In fact, "Mortal Coil" was a thematic rerun of "Emanations," which wasn't even a great first season episode. If the writers wanted to do a show about death, they should have ripped off TNG's "Tapestry." Chakotay, who got decent air time if not decent character development, parroted hislines from "The Cloud" to send Neelix to the spirit world. This makes sense, since it's a ritual, but he also recycled the ugly clothes from "Remember." The first time we saw the First Night party, in "real" time, was altogether too reminiscent of "Remember," and the second time, during Neelix's out-of-body-experience, had me laughing out loud because the people in vision quests look EXACTLY like the Prophets on Deep Space Nine! The camera work was derivative at best and silly at worst, especially the shots of people pretending to have a good time at the party. Alas, poor self-sacrificing Kathryn. As in "Year of Hell," she looked less like a captain than a mama bear trying to keep her cubs snug. I'm sorry to be shallow enough to observe this, but if the camera is going to do close-ups of Seven's chest and track around her pert young behind, then the costumers should lengthen Janeway's hair and go back to stuffing her bra. She looks years older in "Mortal Coil" than she did in identical costume in "Remember." Considering that she's acting like everyone's mother, it's quite irksome to see her matronly image reinforced by her costumes and lighting. Kate Mulgrew is a dynamic, sexy, multidimensional woman; Kathryn Janeway used to be as well. Someone please make the producers watch "Resistance" and "Resolutions" until they notice this. But who needs an interesting captain when you've got a hot Borg babe who can bring back the dead? I'm getting tired of jokes about Seven's Borg social ineptitude, especially since they're all recycled versions of jokes about Tuvok's Vulcan social ineptitude. And I'm VERY tired of Seven getting more air time than any other character. So her pneumatics brought the ratings up: great. Now stick her in the background where she belongs. Profile shots work just as well when someone else is talking. Neelix's crisis of faith seemed rushed, and his recovery too. I bet he forgets any of this ever happened, just the way he seems to have forgotten the events of "Jetrel" - his biggest character-building episode to date. I wonder whether we'll ever get a reference to his body possessing Borg implants again. I never liked the Kazon, but the suggestion that they had nothing worth assimilating is ridiculous - an obvious slap at former executive producer Michael Piller, who kept the Kazon on the series over the current executive producers' protests. I miss the Kazon. They were, at least, consistently written - more so than the Borg, who would certainly have assimilated some of that strength and tenaciousness in the old days before the Great Rewriting. This series is shuffling off its mortal coil fast enough to kill the entire franchise. --Sara Unger Kathryn Janeway, Feminist Heroine WHO IS KATHRYN JANEWAY? by Sandra Necchi Who is Kathryn Janeway? Is there a clear answer to that question? Is there more than one answer? Which version of her do you accept? Which do you prefer? How clear is your answer in comparison to "Who is James Kirk?" Or "Who is Jean-Luc Picard?" Or "Who is Benjamin Sisko?" In the entire history of Star Trek, among all its actors, writers, directors, producers and all others involved with it professionally, no person has had, nor continues to have, a more difficult job than Kate Mulgrew in the role of Kathryn Janeway. Broaden that statement to include television in general and, at the very least, she is among a very small number of professionals with that distinction. To borrow a phrase used by James Kirk in reference to the Federation, for all its "high-sounding words," the world of Star Trek has not been especially tolerant of the notion of a regular female character in a leadership role. She must always be weighed down with stereotypical traits, or ultimately conform to the audience's desire for reassurance that she is still warm and sweet and beautiful and sexy and young. And if she isn't, then she is disliked or, at the very least, criticized for lacking in those essential qualities used to define women. From the beginning, Kathryn Janeway as a character has not been allowed thefreedom to develop free from these heavy, artificial, political constraints and expectations imposed upon her. She has swayed and veered in various directions because of the writers' constant insecurities about audience reaction to her. The demands put upon her have been so inconsistent and so numerous that these demands are ultimately unable to be fully satisfied. We have all done this to her, from the closed-minded sexist males on the net calling her all sorts of horrible names to the feminists among us (myself included). To a degree not shared by any other character, the writers have been deeply concerned about making her acceptable, thus changing her according to their perceptions of audience response. To their credit, they have also tried hard to keep her strength and authority intact, and not capitulate to the more retrograde impulses of the audience. But she has been an ongoing experiment, a political tool, a first for Star Trek and unique for television. The job that Kate Mulgrew has done with this situation has been nothing short of remarkable. She never loses her grace, her understanding, her strength or her nerve. I am of the firm belief that it is she and she alone who is responsible for making the character as good as she is, despite all the second-guessing, the writerly tampering, the experimentation that the character has weathered by multiple and discordant creative heads. If you have a strong, clear response to the question at the start of this article (good or bad), it is because of Kate. I began thinking more deeply about these and other issues covered in this essay while watching "Year of Hell" Part 2. For me, that episode, more than any other, reinforced this difficult and often frustrating reality about Kathryn Janeway. First, let me say that I generally enjoyed this two-part episode and thought it had wonderful character moments. It was exciting, had a strong guest cast and a blessedly complex and interesting villain. It managed to blend action with characterization in a seamless, powerful mix, which reinforced my belief that Voyager, not TNG nor DS9, is the true successor to TOS. And through it all, Kate's Janeway was riveting. However, there were things about this episode that concerned me, and they all involved Janeway. The writers of this episode felt it necessary to hit us over the head with the notion that Janeway is the Great Matriarchal figure, the head of a family, a ferocious lioness protecting her cubs. This was certainly not the first time such a reference has been made. In fact, this is one notion that has been with the show from the start and, for me, has always been the one point I do not like about Kathryn Janeway. Not because it exists per se--but because of the degree to which it is stressed. It is clear to me that this notion--and the strength of its depiction--exists because of the issue of acceptability, and not only among the viewers, but also among those behind the scenes. Kate herself is strongly behind it. Apparently, the only way a woman can be accepted as a leader is if she is a den mother (and Janeway is THE den mother of all den mothers), with never any thought for her own needs and desires, utterly selfless, no personal hopes of her own, no individual identity of her own, unapproachable in any intimate way other than as a nurturer and care-giver and protector. Yet, for a time during the series, this notion was placed in the background and I was glad to see it become less emphasized. More emphasis was placed on the crew working together as more of an equal professional and friendly partnership, with Janeway always as its head, but not as an overpowering matriarch. For male starship captains, their chosen career is a tacit rejection of the commitments inherent in the domestic family realm. However, for Janeway, the traditional female realm of home and children must be transplanted into space. She cannot be seen to reject it but must bring it along with her. It is a compromise, designed to blunt the radical notion of a female starship captain. Her ship and crew are substitutes for home and children. Eight is Enough in space. Some may ask, "what's wrong with that?" Doesn't that show the superiority of women over men? Whereas men flee from commitment and care-giving, women welcome it and take it on with gusto. Perhaps. Yet this transference of home and hearth into space has disturbing consequences for Janeway's development as an individual in her own right. (And note the remarkably outdated adherence to the notion of the Mother as pure and unsullied by romance and--dare I say it?--sex). Many of us chafe at the writers' (and Kate's) refusal to allow Janeway a personal life, and the hypocrisy of allowing such a life for a male captain yet not a female one. Yet some of us are willing to accept this because we fear that the writers are simply not capable of presenting this sort of storyline in an intelligent, adult, subtle fashion. It is a kind of devil's compromise we make, a realistic one, though not a pleasant one. We leave our real hopes for Janeway to the intelligence and talents of fan writers. I am one such viewer who has reluctantly accepted that Janeway will probably never have any sort of romantic (never mind sexual) intimacy on screen. However, neither do I want Janeway to be some unhallowed Maternal Goddess, obsessively single-minded in her all-consuming purpose of protecting her ship and crew, living 24 hours every day of her life thinking only of her "children" to an extreme far exceeding a male captain were he in her place. Yet this season, and especially in YOH, this notion of Janeway-as-the-Great-Mother has come back with a vengeance, louder than ever, to a degree that reaches the level of absurdity, overkill and unsubtlety. Her relationship with Seven of Nine has been posed grandly as a mother-daughter one. The nature of this depiction is amazing in its extreme necessity, its assumed and unexamined inevitability, as if there is absolutely no other possible kind of interpretation, no other (and equally significant) layers to their relationship. There is a price to be paid for all this. The intense depiction of Janeway as an overpowering matriarch also has consequences for the depiction of her crew. The attendant requirement for such a portrayal is that those whom the Great Lioness protects become quiescent, unchallenging, submissive. While there are positive benefits to such an explicitly rendered family in space, there are also signs of the more dysfunctional aspects of the family being recreated aboard our picket-fenced starship. Almost from the start, internal conflict is something the writers have tried to avoid. Voyager started out with a promising, exciting premise, and a unique one for Star Trek: that of conflict among its two different crews. Unfortunately, the show became like TNG very quickly and enforced, unnatural harmony soon reigned. Real sources of conflict were glossed over in favor of half-hearted, superficial attention to what could have been fascinating, complex drama about Federation and Maquis ideals. This artificial harmony also extends toward the professional relationship between Janeway and her command crew. It is true that we have seen certain members of the crew question or disagree with Janeway. At one time, Tuvok even disobeyed her orders behind her back. However, even these moments have been few and generally muted. And in decline. By the time of "Resolutions," we saw a command crew utterly cowed, with only Ensign Kim showing any gumption to express the proper outrage over Tuvok's slavish adherence to Janeway's orders to refrain from contacting the Vidiians. Harry initiates a campaign to dissuade Tuvok from pursuing his course of abandoning Janeway, knowing full well that those were her express orders. He goes to Torres and Paris -- supposedly the two most obstreperous crew members among Janeway's command staff -- and they are merely satisfied with pouting and brooding. In fact, they are annoyed with Harry for his insistence on not forgetting the captain. Each time I watch this episode, I am astounded at their complacency, their utter passivity. It is as if only the Great Mother moves this engine along, only she initiates, takes action. And Kim is being impossibly rebellious. I can't imagine Kirk's command crew behaving in the same fashion had McCoy or Scotty approached them for their help in persuading Spock to go back for the captain. Neither can I imagine Picard's command crew, nor Sisko's, being satisfied with just deserting their captain, regardless of the latter's orders. In YOH Part 2, while she and Torres are on the bridge, Janeway is busy seeing to repairs and fending off the Doc's complaints. The camera briefly rests on Torres. I was struck at how she looks intimidated, afraid to say anything less she earn Janeway's wrath. It is remarkable how occasionally Janeway's crew appears to be cowed and silenced out of fear and apparent intimidation. In YOH Part 2, Janeway is near to collapse, and not just in the physical sense. She's dangerously close to a mental and emotional one. She's barely holding it all together. As I watched her manically driven to repair the ship, getting herself badly injured in an admittedly heroic act, unable and unwilling to hear the voices of logic and rationality around her (Tuvok, Seven and the Doc), I wondered if she was wrestling with some deep feelings of guilt and responsibility for getting her ship and crew into this mess. I wondered if she blamed herself. She seems to be holding in some profound, unexpressed and unexamined emotion. (Interestingly, at the end of the episode, when the "reset button" is pushed and time is brought back to what it was before, Janeway heeds the Krenim captain's sensible advice and avoids their space, thus avoiding danger. In YOH Part 1, she arrogantly dismisses the weaker Krenim captain's demand and prefers to side with the then more powerful Zholl, who are helpful and friendly to her purposes). What we see in YOH is Janeway the Failed Mother. She has failed in her one and only purpose in life: to protect her ship and crew. And she has failed badly. It has been the worst disaster for Voyager. And Janeway faces the worst scenario possible for her: the destruction of her home and the death of her children. And she is totally consumed in her obsession to right this wrong. According to this iconic matriarchal notion imposed upon the character, YOH shows us the classic ferocious maternal guilt, the single-minded mania of a mother whose home and cubs she is no longer able to protect, the end of her very reason for existence, the end of her life, heart and soul. She has no other identity other than Mother and Homekeeper While watching Janeway in YOH Part 2, I was also struck at her deteriorating hold on reality and on herself. She is clearly out of control and desperately needs to be reined in. She is obsessed, desperate, dangerously impatient, perhaps repressing and acting out deep guilt. In fact, I was concerned that her mania would soon cause her to do something that would seriously endanger the ship and crew even further. A countervailing voice of reason is clearly called for and in steps our blessed Doctor, the only one among the crew (save one other) with the courage and objectivity to speak up. Not only the courage, but the ability to act on his belief that she is incompetent for command per Starfleet regulations. Some may think that this is the worst and unlikeliest time to act on such regulations, but I would argue that it is precisely the right time. The situation has never been more dire. The crew and ship are in a shambles, as is their captain. The last thing they need is a captain who cannot get beyond her overpowering super-maternal hysteria and her guilt. They need a commander who will keep her head, not endanger herself or her ship irresponsibly. The Doctor does exactly as he should according to his duties. Unlike TOS, however, there is no strong countervailing force powerful enough to make the captain stop and listen. In "Obsession," Spock and McCoy talk among themselves about the captain's increasingly obsessional behavior and consider relieving him of his command. They bring their concerns to Kirk who is forced to confront his behavior and comes up with a way to mollify them. In "The Deadly Years," Spock and McCoy relieve Kirk of his command because he is no longer competent. In the awful "Turnabout Intruder," the only good scene is that of McCoy and Scotty conspiring to mutiny against the captain (not knowing that their captain is really Janice Lester). And McCoy was always there to prick Kirk's conscience and challenge his decisions. I don't wish to overstate the case because certainly Kirk was allowed to run roughshod in many episodes. However, in contrast to Janeway, Kirk had at least one, occasionally two, powerful, consistent and mature voices alongside him that he was forced to listen to. Janeway has experienced very little of this. A wonderful exception is in the recent "Scientific Method" in which Tuvok stops her with a very pointed and wry "Shall I flog them as well?" in reference to her increased irritation about the crew. Unfortunately, such moments are rare. When Janeway is challenged, the challenger's position is portrayed ineffectively, or is reprimanded. In YOH Part 2, Seven challenges Janeway in front of the remaining crew. Tuvok later reprimands her with a totally illogical and unVulcan "the Captain is always right." No Vulcan worthy of the name would go along with such a notion. Further, it is totally contrary to Starfleet tradition, which clearly makes room for occasions in which the command crew have the right and duty to challenge their executive. Indeed, one of the more progressive things about Starfleet as laid out by Gene Roddenberry is precisely this point: the Captain is not inviolate, not irreproachable. And most certainly not "always right." Seven is absolutely correct in her position, though she did not express it under the right circumstances. Yet Tuvok silences her, even thought he admits the captain has made a wrong and illogical decision. And yet, as acting second-in-command, and as a Vulcan, it is he who should be performing the role Seven has. In fact, it is his duty to point out the illogic and flaws in the captain's reasoning, as Spock sometimes did with Kirk. There is one person whom we've seen challenging Janeway rather frequently in recent episodes, and that is Chakotay. Unfortunately, Chakotay's challenges have been portrayed with weak, mixed results. Janeway rarely seems to consider them seriously. And his positions have been proven wrong, or mostly wrong. He is not portrayed as an equal counterbalancing force but as someone she is ready to shoot down. And since he is constantly portrayed as a man easy to manipulate, easily led down the wrong path, neither she nor the audience are ready to take his opinions very seriously. Further, Chakotay's opposition to Janeway in "Scorpion" showed her greatest flaw, and I believe it is directly related to the deeply personal, intensely maternal portrayal of Janeway. All of us recall how, in "Scorpion" Part 1, her response to Chakotay's opposition to her strategy was a childish sense of betrayal, a rather neurotic belief that opposition from him meant that she is "alone." Personally, I was astonished at her response. Chakotay's position was perfectly reasonable, intelligently and fairly argued. He acted precisely as any true Starfleet First Officer would have. He brought his concerns to his captain privately, backed up his position with realistic arguments, expressed his opposition and nonetheless declared his loyalty to her. He acted as a professional officer should. For a man who did not complete his Starfleet training, this was one moment in which Chakotay demonstrated his genuine command abilities. And how does Janeway respond to him? Unlike the sensible and objective response of a Kirk, Picard or Sisko, Janeway's reaction is intensely personal, for she cannot separate her identity as captain from her identity as Kathryn Janeway. She regards his opposition as a rejection of both her leadership and her person, because they are tied up together so deeply. (I do not claim this is untrue of othercaptains; I claim that the degree to which this is true of Janeway is unique). In subsequent episodes, she seems to have distanced herself emotionally from Chakotay. Chakotay may be, to her, a sort of father figure to the crew, and thus her supportive anchor. And, apparently, she wants him to back her up totally, in the face of any possible disagreement from the crew. If he challenges her, then in her mind, she is indeed entirely alone. This response on her part does not speak well of her leadership style. There are limits to the benefits of such an intensely personal, deeply maternal and passionate leadership. In many ways, it is certainly welcomed, given Picard's and Sisko's cooler command traditions. However, there are drawbacks. And I find myself wishing to see Janeway "lighten up" a bit. The requirements of portraying an overpowering matriarchal figure include the fact that she cannot be questioned in any substantial, credible way by an equal because there can be no mental equals around her. Her crew constitute her "children." Her relationship with her crew becomes a caricature of what it should be. While it is typical, even expected, that any ship's crew view their commanding officer as a mother or father figure, particularly in times of crisis, the degree to which this is done on Voyager has grown far too extreme, hokey, even neurotic and comical. In point of fact, Janeway is a professional Starfleet officer surrounded by a crew of professional equals and military subordinates. They are not her children. And it is the duty of her command crew to bring their concerns to her, to disagree with her, to express their qualms, even their opposition. This duty becomes even more critical because, as Starfleet's and the Federation's only representative in the Delta Quadrant, Janeway's accountability becomes even more of an issue than that of any captain patrolling the Alpha Quadrant. She should be under greater scrutiny because her actions in this part of space have far-reaching ramifications. This entire slant on Janeway has accelerated and intensified this season. The only reason I can imagine is that the writers felt that she was in need of greater acceptance by the audience. She still has not satisfied them in that regard. And one way she can acquire that acceptance is to make her so overpowering, so decisive and determined and driven, so right about everything, that she cannot be questioned effectively, less she seem weak and unreliable as a leader. Because she is a woman, she constantly has to battle this perception of weakness in her leadership skills, and this season the writers have chosen to rack up both her matriarchal identity and her "kick-ass-super-decisive" points, allowing little room for her crew to show that she too is human, imperfect, subject to error. What I appreciated about the Kirk/Spock/McCoy triumvirate was the partnership they had in solving problems. There was a clear leader, but they were also professional equals consulting and advising each other and disagreeing with one another. In TNG, Picard was obviously the one in command, yet I was always struck by how even more of a partnership that command staff seemed to be. On DS9, Sisko is clearly the military leader but there too, I see a partnership among military and scientific professionals. I have seen this occasionally on Voyager but not to the same degree, and not so much this season. And Janeway's excessively personal investment in her crew as "family" with her as leader and mother precludes the development of a more participatory command crew. It is sad to see Star Trek reach into this utterly predictable, simplistic cliche of Woman-as-Great-Matriarchal-Leader because it leaves too little room for the character to grow. Nearly all personal development is barred for Janeway. In a way, she becomes even more iconic than Kirk and the other TOS characters, who were all grandly archetypal. Kate has said that Janeway is more hands-on, more accessible and approachable, which is overtly true. Certainly she is warmer and more accessible than Picard, and I don't claim there are no benefits to Janeway's command style. But, perversely, because a very critical part of her personality is artificially ignored, she can also be seen as the least accessible captain. She is allowed moments of interaction with her crew but the overwhelming, ever-present super-maternal nature of her relationship with them, particularly this season, limits her interaction with them to a level that is warm, genuine and intimate on one level, yet restricted, incomplete and alienated on another. We need to see more scenes such as the one in her quarters with Tuvok in "Scientific Method." We need to see more of her command crew making her stop and reconsider her decisions when her behavior veers into the obsessional and almost irrational as it did in YOH Part 2. Sometimes Janeway seems to make decisions and solutions inordinately quickly, with very little discussion or consultation. She doesn't need a hologram character for guidance or advice -- she has a very capable command crew right in front of her for that purpose. She needs to have the freedom to be occasionally wrong, and still be viewed as strong, reliable, powerful. The male captains have this luxury. Apparently, females still do not. The pressure of audience prejudices imposed upon the character continue to define and limit possibilities for her. And while there is still plenty to appreciate, there is so much more to explore that we may very well never see. I began this essay by asking "Who is Kathryn Janeway?" I did not mean to imply that there is no definite character out there called Janeway that we can grasp, that there is no clear answer to this question. It depends on each viewer's preferences, as with any character. And if you accept MOSAIC as the definitive version of Kathryn Janeway, then you have an even clearer idea of her than what we've seen on screen (personally, I prefer to ignore that novel). Nor did I mean to imply that she is less clearly defined than the other three captains. I don't have a clear response to that point, actually. I meant it entirely as an open-ended question and can provide no certain answers. I have my own notions and preferences about who she is. However, I must admit that, in comparison to the three male Trek captains, I find that my ideas of who Janeway is are mostly in flux, sometimes clear and sometimes vague, often polarized and conflicted, full of admiration and hope and full of doubt, full of acceptance and negation. Which I suppose says a lot about her complexity. A WOMAN'S PREROGATIVE... by Michelle Erica Green You all know by now my stand on J/C, right? How it's about time that Trek gave us a substantive, committed relationship between adults, how I think it would do wonders for women get the message that lovers and starships are not an either-or? Well, guess what? I take it back. I wish we always saw the Janeway Kate embodies with a good script, the woman with great passion for science and adventure. But Janeway has also been presented as a woman who spent her youth trying to impress men, who prefers the counsel of holographic patriarchs to lively debate. It's time for us to see her as a take-charge person who deals with her personal needs via action instead of repression. I'd rather see her decide that she doesn't love Chakotay than watch her torment him and herself. I'm even tempted to encourage an off-ship love interest for Janeway. Not because I want to see this; I imagine it would be even more embarrassing than Kirk and the Green-Skinned Geisha. But I'd rather do without a meaningful relationship between the captain and first officer than watch it degenerate to the point where I can't stand either character. I'm quite unhappy about this conclusion--at this point, J/C is the main reason I watch Voyager. I survive episodes like "Nemesis" and "Mortal Coil" for fifteen seconds of engaging interaction between Janeway and Chakotay. I wish Janeway alone held my interest more often--and she should. When Kate has something substantive to do in a show, I can usually sit through a mediocre plot. But just watching the captain give orders or aim a rifle doesn't do a thing for me, and watching her play mommy to Seven and the rest of the crew just makes me scream. With the departure of Jen Lien, who was terrific even in awful shows like "Warlord" and "Cold Fire," I have one less reason to tune in. Jeri Ryan's okay, even given the most embarrassing sexual dialogue in the history of television, but watching Seven save the ship with her nifty Borg equipment is getting tired, and listening to Janeway lecture her about getting more friendly sounds way too much like Janeway lecturing Tuvok about getting more friendly...for that matter, it's way too much like Kirk lecturing Spock on getting more friendly.. Janeway needs a friend more than she needs a lover...maybe even more than she needs consistency. "Scorpion" brought home to me that she's coming across as a negative example of a woman with power. She expects Chakotay to cater to her whims on and off duty, to give her whatever support she needs, day by day, around the clock--when he tries to act as First Officer, she accuses him of not really caring about her, though she demonstrates little regard for his professional opinions and evinces a preference for a hologram--a grotesque image of a partnership. "Year of Hell Part One" made that even more clear, when she pretty much slapped away his birthday present without even so much as a thank-you. If he were any other subordinate officer, I'd say her behavior was inexcusably rude; it's only because we're supposed to believe that they're friends, in spite of the way she treats him, that she can get away with this at all. It's a woman's prerogative to change her mind, right? Janeway does it all the time, on matters from whether to pursue the Vidiians with the deadliest of force to how important the Prime Directive should be in the Delta Quadrant. Do these discrepancies represent change, or compromise? Let's just say that, after three years of my rationalizing Janeway's behavior to anyone who criticized her outside a circle of passionate fans, I am finding it difficult to tolerate let alone explain her contradictions. The fact that she defines her committment to her ship by her chastity is an issue on which Janeway has never wavered. I hate it, but at least she's never wimped out on that committment. Heck, she did get them lost in the Delta Quadrant and she does manage to screw up every opportunity she has to get them home. Maybe she should just have given Q what he wanted and demanded a return flight in compensation, if that's her goal in life. Maybe she doesn't deserve a lover. Maybe she doesn't even deserve a friend. But why in heck would I want to watch a show about such a character? I read some interviews recently with some of the men connected with the show. Robert Beltran's theme for the season seems to be, "Poor Chakotay needs to get laid." After three years in space, a man gets a little stiff. Harry Kim gets more women than Chakotay does. Janeway keeps turning Chakotay down, so he must not have any genitals. Sounds an awful lot like the high school attitude that if she loved him, she'd put out--and that is NOT something I want any girl in the audience to hear from Star Trek, god knows they hear enough of it anyway. Maybe the actor merely wants more quality screen time and is speaking in terms he thinks the male demographic will relate to--Robert's always a lot of fun in interviews because he's not afraid to curse, nor to diss the writers and the fans. But I don't get the feeling he's kidding when he says he wishes Chakotay could meet some nice alien babe. If his attitude starts showing up in Chakotay's behavior, it's going to be ugly. Our new executive producer Braga told Sci Fi Universe (that bastion of young male Janeway-bashing) that Chakotay would make as good a captain as Janeway. Brannon thinks there should be more conflict between Janeway and Chakotay. Brannon thinks Chakotay would make a terrific hero, and he has been severely underutilized. Why do I have a feeling that we could get Dueling Captains next season, with Brannon at the helm of the show? Voyager needs a strong Chakotay, but it does not need a first officer acting as the equal or opposite of its captain--not unless TPTB think she's incompetent or irrelevant in the eyes of its viewers. Two years ago, debates like the one they had in "Scorpion" would have been wonderful; now, since the subtext of their argument is entirely personal, they both look incapable of putting the best interests of the ship above their private power struggles. If they were unified romantically, that wouldn't matter so much because we'd all know that Chakotay wasn't going to run off with Barbie of Borg and Janeway wasn't going to snivel on the holodeck, but as things stand, they make a pretty unimpressive team. I can't stomach the idea of seeing Janeway as a woman scorned, nor as a woman with so little passion that she won't care if Chakotay settles down with someone else. I'd like to see her get on with her romantic life. At this point I'm not worried about anyone thinking that Janeway's a tramp if she has a fling with an alien; I'm a lot more concerned at the number of men who think she's frigid (like Sci-Fi Universe editor Mark Altman). Janeway needs connection in her life, and if Chakotay can't be that for her, then I think it's time we see her with someone else. Not a grand passion which could interfere with her devotion to the ship--I'd like to see her have a happy, uncomplicated relationship, chosen freely and understood to be temporary, so we'd all know that she's capable of romance yet won't have to deal with loneliness of command misery afterwards. Of course Janeway can't screw around the way Kirk did, but I don't think it's a good idea for her to hold herself aloof the way Picard did, either--I'd much rather her be a little too comfortable with her sexuality than keep broadcasting that good girls don't ever do such things. We all know better. Of course the glaringly obvious alternative would be to do what Kate's been saying all along, and give Janeway and Chakotay a substantive, committed relationship, though I'd do it without all this phony virtue that makes them both look silly. I'm not suggesting onscreen sex scenes. Verbal confessions, more of the touching we get now but would lose if either were involved with someone else, the tension of being involved in a relationship that can't ever come before duty...it wouldn't be so hard to stop trying to force them into 20th century standards of sexual behavior, to recognize that there's opportunity for greater professional conflict if they're committed on a personal level. I bet the boys would have a much easier time with Chakotay waiting for a woman who loves him than one who takes him for granted. In an ideal universe, I'd want Chakotay to remain loyal to Janeway. It would be a lovely message to send the viewing audience--that people DO make sacrifices for love, that sex is not the sole means of gratification in relationships. But we don't live in an ideal universe. We live in a universe dictated by marketing concerns and audience demographics, where Star Trek is not written with sophisticated dialogue and long relationship arcs but in choppy episodes without a long-term plan. Given the atrocious dialogue Paris and Torres have been given to spout and the adolescent attitudes about sex betrayed by Seven,'s characterization, there's no point in hoping for a mature relationship on this show, is there? So in the interests of salvaging Trek's first woman captain, I'm leaving the jaycees. I'm jumping off my jetskis. I'm bailing from the estrogen brigade. I'm voting Sheridan/Delenn in 2000. Excuse me, now. I'm going to go watch The X Files. NEW BEGINNINGS (in the midst of new beginnings) by Cyclonewoman Ah, yes! The New Year has begun. So, too, have the wonderfully dreaded lists of things I resolve, beyond a shadow of a doubt, to do this year: do well in college, write-write-write, and continue to watch the progression of our favorite controversial collage, "Voyager." As I awoke this clear, snowy morning, I was curiously reminded of the importance of the ensemble and stung by a pressing thought speeding through my mind: "What if 'Voyager' had no Janeway?" This thought was like a curse. It jammed every nerve in my brain until I was forced to respond: "I couldn't keep watching the show." At this, I was sharply awakened. I began to think of why this thought has occurred. Realizing that I was sourly lamenting this issue, I decided to stop dwelling on it and, instead, tried to picture what would happen if I did turn on "Voyager" only to witness a "real" memorial service for our favorite Captain in Societal Arms. At this point, another thought pierced through: "Profit, power, business cycle." Ouch! There was a downer. Or, was it? Recently, someone mentioned to me that the changes taking place on our favorite show have occurred due to the supposed need to run "Voyager" like any other business. Of course, we've all seen the results: the ratings are up (for an obvious reason), and "Rolling Stone" magazine put the women of both Trek shows as reason #37 out of 101 to watch TV this year (two above the "X-Files"). I am still left with the annoying question of: "What happens when the bombshell appeal runs out?" I know why certain decisions have been made. I am irritated that others may be made at whim, simply to keep raking in "profits." The fact is that when the stories run out for Seven-of-Nine, what will "Voyager's" producers do, cancel the show? The more episodes they can produce, the more money they make, right? This path, then, obviously makes no sense to follow. So, what does? Remembering that "Voyager" is an ensemble cast, the old addage remains: "A star is not a star without its galaxy" (author unknown). In other words, it's great that the producers wish to write for the money makers, but unless they can improve the writing and continue to write for the rest of the cast, it won't matter what they do with their stars (I still happen to think Kate Mulgrew is a bigger draw in the long term to the show). It is hard to be, or not be, in some cases, the center of any big project -- especially in Hollywood. A good lesson, then, for those involved: no matter what happens in the short-run, if "Voyager" is to continue turning in the big numbers (not to mention the dollars), those involved in writing the show must continue to write for the characters who have been there all along. The most logical progression for "Voyager" is to develop the relationship between Janeway and Chakotay. *They* are the reason why so many people have started to, and continue to (if recent additions to the viewing audience) watch the show. Captain Janeway represents a dream for both women and men, alike, not just in the eyes of her creator(s), but in the millions who watch the show, and attempt to write about it every week. So, what's the answer to keeping "Voyager" on the air more than, say, just another season? Simple: write for ALL the characters, and the masses will be pleased (not just the new viewers who tune in in response to TV guide cover stories). To the producers: If you want more ideas, all you have to do is ask. Sincerely yours, Cyclonewoman CARDBOARD CUTOUTS AND THE RATINGS GAME by Meredith Antonelli It's just a TV show, that's all. Really. I figure if I say it enough, one of these days maybe it'll finally sink in. Hasn't happened yet, though, and that's why I'm writing this. It came to me while I was drying my hair this morning (I have a lot of hair, so there was plenty of time to think about it) and now I'm attempting to put it in some place a little more permanent, where more people can read and maybe appreciate it. Basically, I'm feeling very sad about Voyager. The feeling started as mild panic earlier in the season, then turned to anger, and now I'm up to resignation and disappointment. Like I'm losing a dear friend. Why? Well, maybe I'd better start from the beginning. from the moment I tuned in to Caretaker just over two years ago, I was hooked. I hadn't been paying much attention to the news about another Trek series-I'd never managed to watch enough of DS9 to figure out who the characters were supposed to be and I only tuned into TOS or TNG when I remembered or had the time. I've always liked the Trek universe and premise, but none of the characters ever appealed to me on an emotional level. Not so with Voyager. I was immediately entranced by Captain Janeway. A woman character on television [get comments from note to Michelle on cliched woman] who wasn't a cliché--both an awe-inspiring captain and an interesting woman, but not a cliché. And on a Trek series to boot. I felt an immediate connection with Janeway, and through her, the rest of the crew. She is why I kept watching each week. It was an exciting time, that first season. Everything was new again, fresh and exciting, and the Trek fans were hoping that maybe TPTB would re-think some of the things that hadn't worked so well before and make them better for this new series. So, why does it feel like I don't know her? Like I don't really know any of them? Maybe it's because it feels like someone took Voyager and turned it upside down and shook it to see what would fall out. Thirty years of Trek. What's kept it alive so long? It's one of the few shows on television that gives us an optimistic view of our future, a glimpse into a brighter future and the hope that someday things WILL be better. Another centennial is almost upon us. Ninety-seven short years ago, life was an awful lot different than it is now. There have been so many changes that it's mind-boggling-social, economic, scientific, medical-many of the things we take for granted today would be almost impossible to explain to someone living in 1901. It doesn't matter which things come fast and which ones take more time, because if we've made this many advances and discoveries in the last hundred years, just think of where we'll be in another hundred, or in another four-hundred. Maybe someone in the 24th Century will be studying 20th Century history and thinking of us as barbarians for judging people based on their race, religion, and sexual preference even though we claim to be more enlightened than that now. And maybe there will be a Captain Janeway. So, what exactly is Star Trek: Voyager, that it has such power to ? Besides a TV show, that is. A bunch of people go to work every day, do their jobs, and help a company produce a product. I do that too, only my company doesn't make a television show that's based on one of the most popular premises in history I read books to be entertained, to learn things and meet new people, to escape. That's why I watch television too. And when I can get emotionally involved with what's going on, that makes it much more powerful for me-THAT's what I look for in the books I read and the television shows I watch. The power in that intangible story to move me, to make me feel as though there's more to my existence here than just what goes on where I can see. I have to remind myself of that when I start getting so upset about the direction Voyager has taken this season. I must remember that it's not a sci-fi/soap opera, it's a dramatic series with action and interesting characters. Or at least they used to be interesting. Even the action is feeling forced this season. It's like TPTB are saying "See here! We can deep-thinking shows about holocaust and coming to terms with one's faith, and we can do action shows with big guns and explosions, and we can do shows about sex and violence, and even violent sex. We can even an emotional show about the command team, but if we do that, then we just have to do a show a couple weeks later that proves one of them is really no different than many who've gone before him and the other one look like a tragic figure for having any sort of feelings for the guy--just like those who've gone before HER." The plot devices feel like superficial, gratuitous hand-outs some weeks. Novelty items. If I want violence, I'll watch Walker: Texas Ranger. If I want sex appeal, I'll watch Baywatch. (I watch neither.) If I want real, honest, interesting characters set in exciting stories and realistic relationships, I'll watch X-Files. (Which I do.) I wish I could get the same thing from Voyager. Hollywood seems a little obsessed with instant-gratification all-action plots these days. Sure, shows like Independence Day and True Lies and Asteroid are fun to watch, but they're here and gone in less than three hours. What do you remember from them? The predictability of the plot, the boring, stereotypical characters and the big explosions. Nothing that's very emotionally engaging, unless you start to wonder what happens after the movie ends. Sure, the aliens, bad guys, and aliens are gone, but the events that brought about those changes are going to have some effect on the lives of the people who are left to deal with the consequences and THAT's what leaves the lasting impression, and engages my mind long after I've forgotten the specific big-draw plot points. A And that's what I think is wrong with Trek these days--we're getting all action and no character growth. What little character content there is has been inconsistent and in some cases, immature--especially in the relationship department. If Janeway's going to play Lonely At The Top and hide behind her damned parameters, then let's see Chakotay shaking things up a bit rather than tiptoeing around like she's going to reach out and bite him with poison fangs if he takes a stand. Maybe that's what we need to try to focus on--the parts that are good. We what they're going to do in the name of ratings, and we know they're going to do it no matter what anyone says, unless it comes from above them. It's not going to make me happier to watch Chakotay and Janeway become like Kirk and Picard, but I'd rather watch Voyager while it's on the air and get what enjoyment I can out of it than make myself miserable by LOOKing for all the bad stuff. It's not like there's a whole lot (short of writing the show the way we'd like it to be written) would come a surprise at this point. Oh, I'm sure we'll keep complaining about things we don't like, and offering suggestions for things we'd like to see. And maybe the fans will make another dent at some point, but it feels an awful lot like trying to prevent the ocean from washing away your beach-front, cliff-side house. KATHRYN JANEWAY VS. ANCIENT ROME - ATTEMPT AT A SPEECH FOR THE DEFENSE By Ute Koberstein With heartfelt thanks to Anneke Apperloo and Joan Testin for pointing out and correcting errors and inconsistencies in the earlier version Over the last couple of months, some vivid discussions have been going on about the private life of Captain Janeway in general, and her relationship with Chakotay in particular. Personally, I initially found it rather difficult to follow Kate's reasoning concerning her character's celibacy. Consequently, I decided to look for some information on the concepts of celibacy and leadership through the ages, and I've come across some interesting findings which cast a rather different light on Kate Mulgrew's attitude. Although I still feel a bit uneasy about Kate's reasoning, I have finally begun (!) to understand its cultural background. Her arguments concerning the bleak sexual future of Captain Janeway bear a remarkable resemblance to various historical and religious texts I have discovered Our culture has formed over millennia and its influence is apparently almost impossible to shake off, even though it affects each individual in a slightly different manner. Therefore, it is neither my intention nor my right to judge Kate's opinion or her "Voyager" character's actions. Nor is the following text supposed to be a truly academic essay or an exhaustive scientific analysis. I'm merely hoping to present a summary of some important or interesting facts (plus some of my own comments) for the benefit of anyone else who would care to have a closer look at this topic. 1) The Roman Republic and the Roman Empire Whereas the ancient Roman civic code of the first century B.C. stated that marriage was one of the duties of the citizen, the transformation of that republic into an empire went hand in hand with a change in the moral code: "The members of the ruling class, formerly citizen-soldiers, became local notables and loyal subjects of the emperor. The Greco-Roman ideal of self-discipline and autonomy was associated with the desire to exert power in public life. ("No one is worthy to govern, who cannot govern himself.") Under the Empire, sovereignty over oneself ceased to be a civic virtue and became an end unto itself. Autonomy secured inner peace and made a man independent of Fortune and the power of the emperor. This was preeminently the Stoic ideal, and Stoicism was the most widespread of those sects of wisdom, or 'philosophy', that enjoyed as much influence with the Romans as religious ideologies with us" ([1], p. 36). Marriage and sex were no longer a duty but merely an option. Hence, the need arose to justify existing marriages and sexual intercourse. The answer was rapidly found in the concept of procreation for the good and the perpetuation of society. This change in the moral code also had two further important consequences: abortion and contracep~tion became illegal, and celibacy suddenly met with approval. While public honours and offices had only been granted to founders of a family in the Roman Republic of 100 B.C., the Empire came to regard bachelors as more devoted to their duties, due to the very absence of a family. 2) Jewish and early Christian communities Stoicism as such was, however, not necessarily part of the Jewish or Christian philosophy of that time. Hence, the question arises why these two groups should also adhere to the ideal of celibacy. II~Baruch 85;3 and 4 may offer an explanation: "But now the righteous have been gathered, and the prophets are fallen asleep, and we also are gone from the land, and Zion has been taken from us, and we have nothing now save the Mighty One and His Law. (...) If, therefore, we direct and dispose our heart We shall receive everything that we have lost." (Note the remarkable similarity between the "Voyager" crew's situation and Jewish exile!) We are dealing with a society that cannot build its communal life on the same foundations as the Romans. The ancient Jewish community was held together by a religion and its rules only; it no longer possessed a country of its own. In order to ascertain the survival of this community it was vital that each and every single member devote an important part of his time and efforts to public life. However, a person who founded a family would probably soon feel the need to settle down somewhere. He might leave the community and thus contribute to its gradual dissolution. (Everyone remembers the last ten minutes of "The 37s", I presume...!?) The very same arguments were also valid for the then still rather small group of Christians, a Jewish sect really, whose beliefs were yet to spread around the globe. "What emerged from these centuries of anxious concern for the solidarity of a threatened group was a sharp negative sense of the private. What was most private in the individual, his or her most hidden feelings and motivations, those springs of action that remained impenetrable to the group ... were looked to with particular attention as the possible source of the tensions that threatened to cause fissures in the ideal solidarity of the community. (...) The starting point was the heart, presented as a core of motivation, reflection, and imagined intentions, that should ideally be single, simple - translucent to the demands of its neighbours. The heart of course was more habitually observed to be double. The double-hearted cut themselves off from God and their neighbours by retiring into those treacherous zones of negative privacy that screened them from such demands. (...) This is the vision of solidarity and, consequently, of the total permeability of the private person to the demands of the religious community that came to haunt the ancient world in its last centuries." ([1], pp. 254 ff.) It follows that a community leader who did not commit himself almost entirely to public issues, was looked upon with a certain degree of suspicion and mistrust. Unlike the Romans, early Christianity came to regard celibacy not as a mere additional virtue of man, but as THE sign of true righteousness and the capacity to offer moral guidance. (As a matter of fact, this belief seems to be deeply rooted in Christian minds even today: Strangely enough, a priest who sexually abuses another person is often considered morally even more corrupt than for instance a butcher who is guilty of the same crime.) The Christians tried to justify their attitude by proclaiming the needs of the community to be the Law of God: "I say therefore to the unmarried and the widows, It is good for them if they abide as I." (I~Corinthians 7;8) "He that is unmarried careth for the things that belong to the Lord, how he may praise the Lord" (7;32) "But if any man think that he behaveth himself uncomely toward his virgin, if she pass the flower of her age and need so require, let him do what he will, he sinneth not: let them marry." (7;36) It is interesting to note that marriage is once again perceived as a necessary "evil" which serves to legalize man's craving for sex, and which is subsequently justified by eventual procreation (and the creation of a new community member...). Marriage - a short digression Even though marriage was (and is) indeed a means to legalize the intimate relationship between a man and a woman, it would be too one-sided to ignore all other aspects of this institution. It should for instance also be noted that, until recently, marriages were for the most part arranged by parents and usually had little to do with love between the parties concerned. Nevertheless, even though physical passion is regarded with suspicion, and sexual activities should ideally be indulged in for procreation only, a good marriage according to the Church is one where the two partners - even in the absence of love - have friendly feelings for each other and respect one another. ********** By the end of the third century A.D., the Christian church had "caused this new morality to undergo a subtle process of change by rendering it more universal in its application and far more intimate in its effect on the private life of the believer. Among Christians a somber variant of popular morality facilitated the urgent search for new principles of solidarity that aimed to penetrate the individual ever more deeply with a sense of the gaze of God, with fear of His Judgement, and with a sharp sense of commitment to the unity of the religious community". ([1], p. 263) Whereas Judaism, by means of circumcision and the observation of a number of dietary laws, already allowed its adherents to clearly distinguish themselves from other religious groups, Christianity "tended to make their exceptional sexual discipline bear the full burden of expressing the difference between themselves and the pagan world". ([1], p. 263) Furthermore, as time went on, the Jewish rabbinate as well as the new Islamic leaders gradually came to accept marriage as a wise choice, thus easing the moral pressure on the members and leaders of their communities. In Christianity, on the other hand, Pope Gregory VII (1073 - 85) made celibacy compulsory for all priests, and that ideal would not be overthrown but only shaken in parts of society with the arrival of Johannes Calvin (Jean Cauvin) in the 16th century: "From the very beginning, the Lord has given to man a woman, that together they be complete. So he who refuses a woman has torn off one half of himself. (...) A man who lacks a woman is only half a man." ([3], p. 422) To be sure, even before then, it was possible to be a king, mayor, or an important merchant and to be married at the same time. As far as kings or other wealthy people are concerned, marriages were even desired, since the title or fortune needed to be passed on to their respective heirs. Nevertheless, a source from 10th century Byzantium states that the emperor Nicephorus II Phocas (murdered in 969) was "an ascetic who was repressing a monastic vocation. In observance of periods of abstinence prescribed by the church, he slept outside the imperial bedchamber. His murder took place during Advent, and the murderers were forced to wander through the palace, ... finally locating him asleep on a bearskin." ([1], p. 574) Taking into account that byzantine emperors also took part in liturgy - they were in fact regarded as the representatives of Christ on earth, their symbol in church was the organ ([7], entries "Byzantinische Musik"/"Byzantinisches Reich") - and that monks at that time were frequently asked to pray for the state, it is hardly surprising that the Church and the rules it laid out had great influence on the rise and fall of a state's leaders. 3) Western Europe One consequence of the Church's unwaveringly repressive attitude was the subtle transformation of eroticism into a kind of courting which never quite crossed the borderline between friendship, devotion and admiration on the one, and physical desire on the other hand: the time of minnesingers had arrived. Since the actual fulfillment of a couple's desire was hardly an issue with this new, "romantic" kind of love, the Church of Rome not only tolerated the latter, but even tried to use it for its own purposes - this was the beginning of the adoration of the Virgin Mary. Yet the Church's influence on political matters did not decrease with this apparent liberalism: As far as western Europe is concerned, the example of Henry VIII of England (15th century) clearly illustrates that even sovereigns could ignore the doctrines of the Church of Rome only at the cost of considerable diplomatic conflicts. It should however be acknowledged that the structure of western society had of course undergone some radical changes since the arrival of Christianity. The latter was by then the most widespread religion in Europe, so the relative importance of private life had been constantly increasing. Celibacy was no longer required to ascertain the continuation of public life and social cohesion. Sexuality had by then become a social taboo, "selfenforced, independent of all outer agencies, and the punishment is believed to flow automatically from the breach" (Marg. Mead, quoted in [8], p. 95). Society had hence gained automatic control over events that were usually hidden from the public eye. The famous "Malleus Maleficarum" ("The Witch-Hammer", written by Heinrich Institoris and Jakob Sprenger, two 15th century Dominicans) mirrored in a rather detailed manner the evil and the dangers that were assumed to be connected to sexual desire and activities: evil spirits were supposed to interrupt or prevent intercourse, Satan himself was said to turn into a man or woman and wreak havoc among human couples. Generally speaking, physical love was officially regarded as a necessary evil as well as a threat to reason and rationality. This was also due to the then prevailing anthropological model of mankind, which stated that man, because of his capacity to think, belongs to a higher sphere of existence than his natural, animalistic drives would suggest. Once again we can find here the underlying assumption that man ought to use reason in order to conquer his own nature and thus to better himself. It was not before the appearance of modern psychoanalysis that these different spheres of human existence were actually recognized as belonging together ([2], p. 23), although Johann Baptist Hirscher (Unknown - 1860), a theologian from Freiburg, had already published several texts that supported a similar point of view. However, as far as the link between moral / religious and political issues is concerned, the Church still exercised considerable influence even then. In Germany for example, till the end of the 19th century teachers were required by law to be celibate. As far as Great Britain is concerned, the example of King Edward VIII (1894 - 1972), who had to abdicate as King and head of the Church of England because he had married Wallis Simpson (an American, previously divorced lady), clearly shows that non-conformity with the Church's moral leads to a loss of power. Even as late as the 1990's, two British ministers of Parliament stood back from their respective offices because the press had found out and made public that they had each had an affair. 4) Final comment The aforementioned events lead to the assumption that the rules laid down by the Church over the centuries are not merely imposed upon society but actually meet with approval - be it due to personal conviction, social convention or a combination of both. It is generally expected that a person who is entrusted with power over other people should be a perfect role model. Justified as this expectation may be to a certain degree, my personal opinion is that each of us still has his or her own conscience and reason to go by. Putting one person in power should not mean that his or her followers, subjects or subordinates may safely abandon their own moral guidelines. Moreover, it appears important to me that even leaders, whether religious, political, military or other, should be allowed to remain normal human beings and make their own (legal) personal choices without being overburdened with their followers' values and expectations. If - for whatever reason - these personal choices include celibacy and chastity, then so be it. Bibliography [1] P. Aries, G. Duby (general Editors): "A History of Private Life", Vol. 1 - 5, The Belknap Press of Harvard University Press, Cambridge/Massachusetts, London/Great Britain 1987 [2] A. Bagel-Bohlan, M. Salewski (Editor): "Sexualmoral und Zeitgeist im 19. und 20. Jahrhundert", Leske + Budrich, Opladen 1990 [3] G. J. Bellinger: "Im Himmel wie auf Erden. Sexualitaet in den Religionen der Welt", Droemer Knaur, Munich 1993 [4] H. Benedikt: "Das Zeitalter der Emanzipationen 1815 - 1848", Boehlan, Cologne 1977 [5] J. Hergenroether: "Katholische Kirche und Christlicher Staat", Vol 1+2, Scientia Verlag, Aalen 1968 [6] R. Lautmann: "Der Zwang zur Tugend. Die gesellschaftliche Kontrolle der Sexualitaeten", Ed. Suhrkamp, Frankfurt/Main 1984 [7] "Meyer's Lexikon in drei Baenden", Bibliographisches Institut & F. A. Brockhaus AG, Mannheim 1995 [8] H. Schelsky: "Soziologie der Sexualitaet", Rowohlt, Hamburg 1955 [9] V. Sigusch: "Kritik der disziplinierten Sexualitaet", Campus, Frankfurt/Main 1989 Voyager #14: MAROONED Author: Christie Golden Reviewer: E. Klisiewicz Christie Golden wrote "The Murdered Sun", easily one of the best *Voyager* books in the series. With "Marooned", she has topped that earlier effort. Golden is obviously a big fan of the show, and her intimate knowledge of each character lends a richness to the story's tapestry that is missing from most Trek books. In "Marooned", Kes is abducted by a long-lived alien named Aren Yashar. The brevity of her life is in stark contrast to his own, and he's determined to make her love him by making her gilded cage as comfortable as possible. Unfortunately, his 'little bird' doesn't appreciate having her wings clipped and he cannot squelch her overwhelming desire for freedom. The *Voyager* crew launches a rescue attempt and most of the story revolves around these efforts. Janeway leads an away team that meets up with some friendly aliens who lead them towards the pirate's encampment. One of their party is killed by some alien quicksand, and Tom Paris nearly dies from an insect bite. Neelix goes off on his own and befriends a telepathic alien who saves his neck. On *Voyager*, Chakotay and many of his former Maquis crew (Chell, Henley, and Dalby) work together to rescue the away team when it becomes clear they're in trouble. "Marooned" is filled with wonderful character moments. For example, Paris and Torres clearly have something going, but Golden handles their relationship with a subtlety that the *Voyager* writing staff is incapable of achieving. Both Janeway and Chakotay are portrayed as capable leaders who care about their people and aren't afraid to take risks to achieve their goals. And finally, Kes is wonderfully drawn and has a substantial role to play. Yes, she *is* nurturing towards her alien captor, but she also shows a keen intelligence when she cracks into the pirate's computer system. To summarize, this is an enjoyable book with a believable story line and clear, concise writing. I highly recommend it. Reviewer: Sara Unger I am delighted to report that I have found a way to fix everything wrong with Voyager, and it's simple. Paramount needs turn the series over to author Christie Golden. Golden has turned her talents to these characters before, in her 1996 Voyager novel The Murdered Sun - by far the best of the series novels to date. Though she did a terrific job with the characters in that effort, I didn't want to get hopeful about whether her second outing would be as enjoyable, in part because the producers have wreaked havoc with the show since Golden last wrote for it. Yet Marooned is every bit as good as The Murdered Sun. It's a compelling action story, beginning with an abduction and a sophisticated ruse to cover it up, followed by an interstellar chase and an alien conspiracy. There's something for everyone in this novel: space battles, a technobabble-filled shuttle disaster, a mystery involving an ancient civilization, a rescue in which the rescuers wind up being saved by the endangered party. There's even a love story or two. It's a terrific tale, entertainingly told, with a good balance of science fiction, adventure, and humor. That is not, however, what I liked best about this novel. Marooned singlehandedly restored my faith in the premise of Voyager, and reminded me of everything there is to love about its crew. I don't know whether this is a good thing or a bad thing for the TV series, since the superb characterization in the book reinforces how sloppily these people have been written on the series. Golden deals with major issues which the show ignored; she demonstrates how just a few lines of dialogue could greatly improve consistency and continuity, in terms of Neelix and Kes's breakup, the slow development of fellowship between Paris and Torres, Tuvok's interest in horticulture, Chakotay's animal guide. She also brings back the Maquis crewmembers introduced in "Learning Curve," who are an integral part of this story. Golden's smart enough to keep them in the background, retaining her focus on the main crewmembers, but the presence of these missing links makes this novel a rich an interesting tapestry which ties together several seasons of Voyager and creates patterns out of what looked like random events on the series. The tale begins with the kidnapping of Kes by Aren Yashar, a near-immortal pirate who's taken up residence on an inhospitable world protected by an artificially-generated ion storm. When the crew pursue, Janeway and most of the bridge officers are stranded following a shuttle disaster. Chakotay struggles against automated planetary defense systems that damage Voyager and hinder his attempts to contact the away team. While engineering crews work to take over patrol ships in space, the captain teams up with some friendly natives and sets off on a dual mission to rescue Kes and contact Voyager before the ship can inadvertently set off a disaster by causing the ignition of a plasma leak. "Kidnapping" suggests that Kes is a sort of damsel in distress, but nothing could be further from the truth. She's resourceful and self-reliant, refusing to let either Janeway or Neelix speak for her even when they believe they're representing her interests. She manipulates her captor without resorting to cruelty or seduction, ultimately rescuing her would-be emancipators by covert use of the alien technology which Aren never suspects she could use against him. The Doctor, who's by far the weakest character in this novel, paternalistically fears that she could surrender to "Stockholm Syndrome" and fall in love with her kidnapper, but Kes is a lot tougher than that. She recalls having been held prisoner before by the benevolent Caretaker, the cruel Kazon and the mind-controlling Tieran, and discovers that she's strong enough to maintain her instinctive empathy for Aren's suffering while still fighting to escape. If we'd had a Kes this multidimensional on the series, her loss would have been devastating. Janeway, too, is very strong in this novel, taking initiatives without indulging in unnecessary personal heroics, though conveniently she is also the least-injured member of the landing party. She copes gamely when the crew encounters aliens they can't communicate with, depending on gestures to bond before she can rely on her technological wizardry. She manages to be both captain-like and accessible, a combination not mastered by the writers of the show, where she tends to be one or the other but not both at the same time. Janeway and Chakotay make a wonderful team in Marooned - he can guess her orders by the inflection of her voice, and she's completely comfortable leaving the ship under his command as she's rarely been on the series. There isn't any suggestive intimacy between them like in Golden's previous novel, where an off-duty Janeway sat and chatted in her nightgown with her first officer, but the relationship is warm and affectionate, trusting and balanced. Golden has an eye for the visual detail of the series as well as the facts: her comments about Janeway's eye contact with Chakotay, her suppressed laughter and the way she lifts her chin when angry, sound much more accurate than do descriptions of Janeway in many Pocket novels which seem to be based purely on publicity stills. Chakotay isn't in this novel as much as he was in The Murdered Sun - with Janeway missing, he's stuck on the bridge, dependent on the engineering teams to provide options for him. He does have one great moment of decision, when Aren threatens the life of Tom Paris and Chakotay, having determined that the alien is bluffing, tells Aren to go ahead and kill the lieutenant. Paris takes a lot of abuse in this novel - Aren calls him dull, Torres picks on him when he's tired, then he gets bitten by an alien insect, developing a horrific infection which Janeway must cut away without anesthesia. The best thing about Paris is that he's not the superman he's become on the series, pilot and engineer and medic all in one - quite the opposite. When he's injured, Janeway must doctor his wounds, and Torres carries him over great distance. She comes across much stronger than he does, making one wish Christie Golden rather than Jeri Taylor had written the Paris/Torres romance on the series. Here, it's subtle and witty, more like a Hepburn/Tracy movie than the heavy-handed, sappy material we've seen onscreen. Golden also creates wonderful warmth between Neelix and Kes, explaining their breakup in more detail than the series bothered and having Neelix attempt unexpected heroics to rescue his former love. The descriptive scenes are lush and vivid - there's a comparison of a shattered biosphere to a broken snow globe early on, and a colorful tour through an arboretum. The pacing isn't always even - we don't see quite enough of the ship for my tastes while the action was heavy on the planet - but Golden keeps up suspense quite well, and the ending is satisfying. There aren't any simple good guys or bad guys, and she introduces some wonderful alien species. I'd rate this book better than any of the previous Voyager novels except Golden's own, and better than the vast majority of episodes on the series. It's a wonderful glimpse at what this show could be like. Voyager #15: ECHOES Authors: Dean Wesley Smith, Kristine Kathryn Rusch, and Nina Kiriki Hoffman Reviewer: Sara Unger I guess I shouldn't be surprised that Echoes, like its immediate predecessor Marooned, is a terrific read. The first series novel by Dean Wesley Smith and Kristine Kathryn Rusch, The Escape, was the first original Voyager novel published: the writers knew nothing about the show or characters beyond what information they could glean from the writers' guide. Echoes, on the other hand, has solid storytelling and characterization, borrowing some of the former from the excellent TNG episode "Parallels" and the some of the latter from the excellent Voyager episode "Deadlock." Ironically, the series itself no longer depicts the characters the way this novel does; it really made me miss Kes, and Janeway before her latest rewriting. Like "Deadlock," Echoes (also written with newcomer Nikki Hoffman) features multiple Voyagers and multiple Janeways. A planetary transporter opens a subspace rift which causes all the inhabitants of the planet to shift into a parallel universe, where things are slightly different from before. 2,410 universes over, however, the entire planet has ceased to exist, and when a population of several billion people is suddenly transported into that universe, they die agonizingly in the vacuum of space. The rift reopens every two and a half hours, sending another three billion people to their deaths. While the Janeway in the universe where the planet is missing works frantically to prevent any more bodies from joining the growing mass where a planet once was, the Janeway from the series universe tries to unravel the mystery of what is causing the rift between universes to open and why only half the universes seem to have Voyagers in them. As a result of the phenomenon, an away team beamed down to the planet which experiences a shift winds up in the wrong universe, leaving one Voyager with two of Chakotay, Torres, Paris, and Kes, while another Voyager must contend with inexact duplicates. This allows some really nice character work in which we get to see the myriad of inconsistent characterizations from the series all working together: a ferocious Klingon B'Elanna working with a science-obsessed counterpart, a Janeway who wants to rush to a solution plus a Janeway who seems overly cautious given the number of lives at stake. Some of the characters are given new idiosyncracies, but with the exception of Harry Kim, whose voice shakes far too often, they're all pretty believable. Moreover, there's nice continuity with series events, both in terms of plot incidents and relationships. Janeway and Chakotay are lovely here, particularly when "our" Janeway realizes that she has the wrong Chakotay on her ship but wants to reach out to him anyway. I also loved the captain's interaction with Torres: the various incarnations of the chief engineer come up with most of the answers to stop the phenomenon and reset the universe, yet she still has a lot of bite and doesn't always play by the rules. There's a really nice scene where the four doubled characters must sit in a briefing together. The two Chakotays are all business, the two Parises compete for attention, the two Keses work well together, and the two Torreses sit on opposite sides of the room scowling. Sounds about right. The novel gets a little predictable towards the end - over nine thousand Janeways come up with the same solution simultaneously and send it out to the other Voyagers, clogging communications, then all fall silent to let the Janeway in the universe missing the planet make the final call. A lot of the description of the phenomenon reminded me of "All Good Things..." and indeed much of the conception of time-travel and alternate universe structure seems to have been borrowed from TNG, where it was substantively different than on Classic Trek and Deep Space Nine, which seem to have a more limited perspective on how many parallels are possible. Of course, we only hear about a few thousand parallel universes, so the physics here should be more mindboggling than they are - there should be universes where Voyager never encountered the shock wave for whatever reason or where the ship was destroyed by the Kazon or where Chakotay's in command or...well, you get the picture. Was there a parallel set of universes where the breach was not sealed at the end...and if the shifts kept happening, albeit in fewer universes, eventually all the people would shift into a universe where it would... Well, I'm not Hawking, and the temporal theory here is ultimately irrelevant to enjoyment of the story, which is much more about the people than the events. The writers did a good job making the mindboggling numbers of people caught in the disaster accessible, and in showing why the Voyager crew would feel obligated to get involved rather than turn away from a horror of such magnitude, seemingly unsolvable. The solutions devised both to try to save the Birsibans and to close the rift sounded plausible, and I liked the way Janeway implemented them even though she knew she was killing several thousand variations on her crew. I'd rank this one pretty highly on my list of Pocket Books overall; I enjoyed it more than any of the TNG novels dealing with time travel or universe-hopping. Reviewer: Elizabeth Klisiewicz You remember in Future's End when Janeway says that time anomalies give her a headache? Well, I totally agree with that statement. One universe is hard enough to keep track of, but this triumvirate of authors with three names each decided to describe three parallel universes out of thousands. Lucky for us that they write clearly and have a good handle on the characters, otherwise this would be a nightmare of gargantuan proportions. Using the "Deadlock" episode as a backdrop for *this* anomaly, Voyager encounters a series of subspace waves along with a distress call. As expected, they go to investigate and are caught up in a series of time shifts that threaten billions of lives and manage to transport the away team to the wrong universe. In one universe, the away team is doubled up, which leads to some rather amusing moments between Torres One and Torres Two. In each universe, hairstyles, tattoos, alien markings, and uniforms change, but the characters are essentially the same. We also get to sneak around inside Kathryn Janeway's mind, and that makes "Echoes" a real fun ride. In recent months, TV's Janeway has been portrayed as a foolhardy person who endangers both herself and her crew to satisfy her obsessive drive to get her crew home. Here, each Janeway is drawn as a strong and compassionate leader at the end of her rope, one who relies heavily on her ersatz crew to come up with a workable solution to their problem. *This* Janeway stresses teamwork, and knows she can't do this alone. In summary, although this novel treads the same old ground, its writers manage to do so with enough finesse to keep it interesting. A worthy addition to a mediocre series of books, and one which surpasses many of the recent Voyager episodes. Copyright Violation Corner CRYING WOLF by Diana Kornfeld Disclaimer: Paramount owns all--so they don't really need this. "All right, Chakotay," Kathryn Janeway smiled at her first officer. "You've looked like the proverbial cat that swallowed the canary all day. What are you hiding?" She looked up at him expectantly. "You win," he grinned. "I have been hiding something. But now it's time to talk about it. I need to preface this a little bit. Hear me out first?" Kathryn sat down facing him, one foot on her coffee table and motioned him to sit opposite her. He started pacing, however, and looked sideways at her. Was he nervous? She was intrigued. "You know," he began, hands clasped behind his back, "we've been through a lot together out here in the last few years." Kathryn nodded, puzzled. Just where was this going? "..and we've found that it's been necessary on occasion to stray a bit from Federation protocol. Do things that might be considered a little unusual by Alpha Quadrant standards." "Yes, I suppose that's so," Kathryn began. But Chakotay continued, finally taking a seat across from her, leaning forward earnestly, fingers interlaced, forearms on his knees. "I know you've been lonely, Kathryn. We all have," he said softly. She stirred uncomfortably on the couch and sat up a little straighter. She felt the blood start to rush to her cheeks, but tried to calm the warnings that were starting to sound in her mind. Surely he wasn't going to just march in here and talk about their relationship. "That's something I've had to learn to accept, just as everyone else has," she said. "It upset you to leave Davalia. I felt it. It was a little breath of home." He looked at her briefly, his brows gathered, his eyes dark. She opened her mouth to reply, but he was looking at the carpet, again avoiding her gaze. "Now I know you're going to say this is going too far afield of what should occur on a starship." He was up again, pacing in front of her. God, he couldn't be saying what she thought he was about to say? She really wasn't ready for this. They'd just spent a pleasant two weeks of shore leave on a class M planet that was so much like Earth it had hurt again just to leave. The inhabitants had been hospitable and the closest to Earth humanoids they'd encountered yet. Even the plant and animal life had been hauntingly familiar. Was that what had precipitated this? He was right. Her mood had been a little wistful when they left the surface a few hours earlier, and she knew her first officer had sensed it, had looked at her with concern just before they had beamed back aboard. At one point, she thought he'd been about to speak to her about it, just as they exited the transporter room, but Neelix had caught sight of her and run enthusiastically forward, chattering about some disturbing looking bulbous vegetation that he held lovingly in one hand. Chakotay had given her a sympathetic smile and disappeared until just a few minutes ago, catching up with the usual chores required before they left orbit she had supposed. While on Davalia, she and Chakotay had been able to spend some time alone together, and she had to admit she had enjoyed it, enjoyed it far more than she should have perhaps. It had been so comfortable to escape from the round of official receptions to walk aimlessly with him through a scented forest. To sit on warm rocks overlooking a rushing creek and talk companionably. Or to just sit and enjoy the sunshine and not talk at all. There had been the usual undercurrent, though. When he took her hand to help her over a rough spot in the path, or she'd laid her hand on his arm at the minister's gala, she'd felt it. Occasionally he'd place his hand on her waist while leading her to their table or escorting her to the lift. Little things. Ordinary motions in the social dance of courtesy. But there was something about his touch that wasn't ordinary, that sent a very uncaptainlike thrill through her. She thought she had covered it well. "Chakotay, I really don't.." but he cut her off. "Just hear me out, Kathryn, and then you can decide." "All right," she said hesitantly, hoping her cheeks weren't as red as they felt. "We all need companionship. And who's to say we shouldn't try to make Voyager just a little bit more like home, even if it means some minor inconveniences and breaking a few rules. We're evidently going to be here for awhile, and I think it's time we were willing to take a few risks. We could find the benefits far outweigh the potential problems." Was he ever going to get to the point? She looked at him still avoiding her gaze. He *was* nervous. But he was smiling a little bit as well. What was he going to suggest? Her heart, she noticed, had starting beating a little harder. What was she to say to him? And why was he still halfway across the room from her? She looked at his dark face fondly. She knew every line of it. She could close her eyes and see it. Did she know every expression that could cross it? Well, maybe not every expression, she thought, blushing even more. "I know Q tried this, and you weren't ready even to consider it, but. . ." Q? What could Q possibly have to do with this? she thought, he couldn't mean... "Now, I know you're going to think of ten, or maybe thirty, reasons that this will never work," he smiled, " but I think we can work out the details. I'll help you. It might be a chore at first, but we can do it. And I really think the crew will be very accepting. Well, they might even be a little jealous." He chuckled and glanced around her quarters. "And with just a few minor adjustments in here, I think you would really be quite comfortable." Minor adjustments in here? Goodness, how far had this man thought this thing out? Was he moving in already? And the crew might be jealous? She couldn't quite follow his reasoning on that one. She still didn't know what to say. This wasn't exactly the way she had pictured this. Had she pictured this? She realized what she was thinking with a bit of a shock. Indeed, it seemed she *had* thought about their relationship changing one day, as much as she might have denied it to herself. "Chakotay," she said softly, smiling and trying to appear utterly calm and soothing, "maybe you'd better tell me just what it is that you're proposing." She bit her lip as she realized her choice of words, but he seemed not to notice. He was looking at the door to her quarters. "You're right," he laughed. "I guess I have been rambling on a while." "And you haven't even told me an ancient story of your people," she laughed, trying to lighten the mood. He grinned. "To tell you the truth, I got you a little gift," he said. "I'll be right back." Kathryn stared at him in amazement as he dashed toward her door. Had the man gone entirely mad? A *little* gift? He couldn't mean.... But then why didn't he have it with him? She was too dazed to think properly, and had just sprung up from the couch to pace the room herself, when she heard the door to her quarters swish open. She knew she had to turn around, but... "Turn around, Kathryn," she heard him say softly. At the sight of him, her hands went to her face and her eyes glowed. "Chakotay, you didn't," she gasped, but she was grinning with delight. "I can't believe it, " she ran toward him, her arms outstretched. "I know how much they mean to you," he smiled as she took the puppy >from his arms. "I hope you'll keep her." The little dog wriggled excitedly in Kathryn's arms and pushed up towards her face, trying to lick her cheeks in an excited canine kiss. "Oh, she's beautiful, Chakotay. I don't know what to say." She smiled lovingly at her new companion and stroked the glossy red fur on its head. It looked like a cross between an Irish setter and a wolf, strange but familiar at the same time. "Say you'll keep her," he replied. "Say you'll take a risk." He smiled. They walked slowly back to the couch and took a seat. Chakotay sat beside her this time, much more relaxed but still anxious to hear her decision. The puppy romped on their laps, refusing to lay still. "Calm down, little one," Kathryn said playfully, stroking its silky stomach. "How could I resist you?" she said to the bouncing, panting bundle on her lap. She leaned back against the couch and noticed Chakotay had his arm along the top of it behind her. He didn't move it. She sighed. It felt very comfortable sitting there beside him, the dog calming now and stretched across both their knees. She felt warm and content. "But, assuming I do keep her," she sighed, "how would I manage? And wouldn't she be lonely, too? It seems cruel to separate her from her own kind forever? And what if it didn't work out? We'd be trapped here together. I couldn't just drop her off at the next port." Her questions tumbled out, leaving Chakotay no time to address any of them. "I know," he finally inserted. "I've thought about the same things. And here's what I've come up with. We've got the holodeck where she could get plenty of exercise. And if you don't have time, I know we'd have plenty of willing volunteers to help out. As for separating her from her own kind, well," he grinned, "we're not out of orbit yet. On the chance that you'd say yes, I made arrangements to have a male transported up. I wouldn't mind having one of these myself." He scratched the dog under her chin, calming her down and making her eyes close in pleasure. "As for it not working out, well, I guess, that's where some of the risk comes in. We'd just have to work hard at it. And, actually, the Davalians told us about that station we'll encounter in about six months. They trade there. I suppose we could leave her there if we had to." He looked hopefully at her, and Kathryn knew he'd put a great deal of time and thought into this, trying to please her. "Thank you, Chakotay," she said, smiling up at him, and then, deciding to take a small risk herself, she impetuously kissed him on the cheek. As soon as she did, she felt his surprise and she felt something else, a spark that passed instantly between them. She was only inches from his face now and couldn't help looking into his eyes, they were so warm, and they held something else, something that both frightened her a little and drew her closer to him. She could feel his breath on her face and suddenly the puppy was all but forgotten in the intensity of his gaze. They moved imperceptibly closer to each other, and she couldn't help glancing at his lips, they were so near. Her heart was beating faster once again, and she felt his arm encircle her. Suddenly the small dog was springing in between them, lavishing Kathryn's face with warm swipes of her tongue, in an ecstasy of puppy love. They both laughed, breaking the tension of the moment. "Are you jealous, sweet one?" Kathryn asked peering into her puppy's brown, liquid eyes as the dog continued giving her kisses. "Yes," laughed the man beside her. "I think I am." END Since the only thing Voyager's producers seem willing to let Janeway get excited about is java, Laura and I figured we should give the poor captain what she wants and never seems to get on the series... COFFEE TALK by Laura Williams and Em Wycedee J: That was the best coffee I ever had, Chakotay. C: You're just saying that. J: No, really. The coffee I've had with other men seems meaningless now. C: I've done this with hundr-- uh, many other people, but it was just drinking. With you, I feel like I've had coffee, really had coffee, for the first time. J: I know exactly what you mean. It was never like this before. Mark used to serve me coffee in bed. Sometimes it took hours. I used to like to make him beg me for some in return. C: Did you? J: Really, I pretended I was enjoying myself much more than I was. Too much routine can make coffee breaks a little unexciting. C: That's for sure. I've had very good coffee in places where I knew I shouldn't even be thinking about it. So much depends on individual quirks, too. B'Elanna likes to use her teeth when she has coffee. J: Her teeth? C: Yes. She likes to chew chocolate-covered espresso beans. J: Sounds like a poor substitute for the real thing. C: Well, when you're in the Maquis you learn to take your coffee however you can get it. J: That must have been difficult for you. C: It was. Sometimes a quick cup of instant in a Jeffries tube was all you could manage, but you had to learn to be satisfied with that. J: Did you ever have coffee with B'Elanna? C: No. I think the invitation was always there, but it would have been too weird. I think of her as my little sister. That wouldn't make for a very satisfying experience. J: Vaguely incestuous. C: Yes. J: So how do you know she likes to chew espresso beans? C: She, uh, suggested them to me once. She said she could see how tense I was after that mess with Seska, so she suggested I go back to my quarters by myself and get a handful of my own. J: Did it help? C: A little. The last time Seska tried to get me to have coffee with her, she wanted it scalding hot and added something very bitter to the mix. All I could think about the whole time was how eager you'd been to explore that nebula so the whole crew could have coffee... J: I learned an important lesson that day about not making coffee such a priority that it could make me forget my other responsibilities. And I've always felt that I couldn't have coffee with subordinates if I wanted to maintain professionalism with the crew. C: Seventy years is a long time to do it all by yourself. It's not something I'm sure I could accept. Kathryn...there's something I've been meaning to confess... J: Oh, Chakotay, don't tell me. You had coffee with Riley Frasier. C: You knew? J: Of course I knew. I could smell it on your breath the minute you came back on board. Seriously, you came back with a guilty look on your face that went much deeper than being betrayed by her. I knew you'd had coffee with another woman. It's all right, I forgave you a long time ago. C: Then you won't mind if I ask you something...? J: What is it? C: On that shuttlecraft, while Paris was morphing you at Warp 10. I know you said you don't remember a thing. Just please, tell me, whether you had coffee with him before the transformation was complete... J: Absolutely not. I would never have coffee with Tom Paris in anything like my right mind. I'm surprised at you, Chakotay. C: I'm sorry. It's just been so hard...Kathryn, sometimes I wonder whether you have coffee with Leonardo Da Vinci on the holodeck. J: Leonardo doesn't drink coffee with women. I'll tell you the truth, Chakotay, I've had coffee on the holodeck a few times, but holographic fluids with holographic companions aren't very satisfying. C: Did you ever have coffee with anyone who served under you? J: I did with Tuvok once, a long time ago in an emergency. But it wasn't my cup of tea. Vulcans like it fast and flavorless, and Vulcan coffee is quite thick. A little hard to swallow. C: I think I'm jealous. J: Don't be. Vulcans only crave it once every seven years, and then they become a bit indiscriminate about who they'll drink with. C: I heard Kes broke up with Neelix because of the coffee. J: Really? I'd have thought Kes wasn't that shallow. Though I remember that lumpy, viscous better-than-coffee substitute he offered me once...ugh. C: Neelix likes it frothy with a lot of spice. But I hear Kes wanted it straight-up, and dark. It surprised me that someone as young as Kes knew so much about coffee. J: I don't think Seven has ever tried it. Though Harry seems interested in introducing her to the joy of java. Maybe one of us should have a little talk with him about remembering that even though she looks like a woman, in some ways, she's a child. C: No experience with caffeine. J: Precisely. Too much at once could be traumatic to her system. She's still not used to human physiology. I'd hate to see her get hurt. C: B'Elanna told me she and Tom are having problems because she likes coffee after dinner, but Tom could drink it all day long... J: I think far too much emphasis is placed on coffee in a relationship. C: Oh, I agree completely. But when the coffee is really good, it can make up for a lot of things. J: Actually, I have a confession to make. Sometimes I don't enjoy the coffee as much as I enjoy the process that leads to the coffee. C: Oh really? J: Oh yes. I like to have my beans handpicked, for one thing. And then roasted carefully, ground gently, and brewed very, very slowly. Makes for a much more satisfying cup of coffee, when you get to it. You appreciate it more. C: You're right, of course. Though it's been a long time since either of us has had the luxury of indulging in that process. J: Have you ever tried coffee with synthehol? C: Of course. I once had it with peach schnapps--the flavors didn't quite go together, but I was having such a good time that it didn't really matter. J: When was this? C: At the Academy. With a professor. J: Really. C: You have to understand that my parents were always very serious about coffee--they taught me all about its historical and spiritual significance, but neglected to mention that among most human cultures, coffee is often just for pleasure. J: My parents never talked to me about coffee at all. The first time I had it was with my high school boyfriend, Cheb. His coffee was just about his only redeeming quality. C: What was it like? J: Creamy, not too thick, a little sweet. Though it left a bad taste in my mouth - usually after we had coffee, we'd get into an argument. He was always trying to get me to try more exotic kinds, or have coffee with him in a cornfield or something. C: Did you have coffee with your fiance? J: Justin? He was very earnest. I remember once we were having coffee together and my dog burst in and started licking our faces - he got so upset! C: Sounds like he was a little fastidious. J: He was a romantic. He wanted only the best for me. Though now I suspect that he might have been a little too much of a perfectionist about coffee - sharing hot, creamy cappucino is wonderful, but there's nothing wrong with wanting a quick coarse-ground cup every once in awhile. How old were you the first time you had coffee? C: Too young. I ended up spilling most of it all over my pants. I should have waited to do it with someone the experience would have meant something to. J: Sometimes I wonder what it would have been like if we had coffee together on New Earth. Maybe we were being too careful. C: Or maybe we were conserving something we knew would be precious later on. J: I almost asked you if you wanted to have coffee after the champagne the night we went sailing on Lake George. C: I think I would have preferred the coffee *with* the champagne, actually. J: I wasn't sure I was up to it. My chest still hurt from being resuscitated, and I was feeling a little vulnerable. C: Coffee always makes me feel vulnerable. But it's worth it, even if I'm uncomfortable the next morning because I didn't get enough sleep. J: I didn't want instant coffee with you. I wanted a full-bodied experience, with time to savor the aroma. You know what it's like when it's the real thing, that moment when the coffee first crosses your tongue, hot and bitter, and jolts your tastes awake... C: The caffeine hits your system a second later... J: This warmth, this feeling of rightness. Do you know how many chemical processes take place to produce this reaction? How many different neural receptors are involved? Do you have any idea how incredibly complex that reaction is? C: I must say, I didn't think about it until I started noticing what you're like at 'that time of the month.' J: Just what do you mean by that? C: When you're out of rations and have a days to go before the next month's round. We go through this every cycle, Kathryn - you burn up all your rations going to the pot at the beginning of the month, then you're grouchy as an old bear until the next round comes up. Your moods, your headaches, your caffeine withdrawal are obvious. J: What do you suggest I do about it? Don't even mention coffee substitutes. The last one Neelix gave me was a 'special blend' composed primarily of seaweed and leola root extract. Tasted like battery acid. Never mind that it was bright green. C: Then maybe you should turn yourself on to a slightly less addictive blend. J: Are you suggesting...decaf? I can't do it, Chakotay. It's just not me. Not that it's anything to be ashamed of, but decaf always seemed to me to be about getting a quick fix, without any passion. C: No, you misunderstand me. I'm suggesting that, instead of trying to hold off and not indulge with officers of lower rank, maybe you should try having coffee regularly with someone you trust, so you're not tempted to binge in private and then feel guilty. J: Someone like...yourself, I suppose. C: You did sound like you thought coffee with me was an experience worth repeating. J: It was. But if we do this regularly, do you think we can balance it with our other committments? Will we get the crew evaluations done if we keep stopping to have coffee? And can we trust ourselves to be impartial? C: Don't you think that abstaining from coffee could be just as detrimental in the long run as indulging in occasional serious drinking with a willing partner who'd do anything for you? Kathryn, the whole crew has noticed how badly you need coffee. I think they trust us. 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